aaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh

suitcasepink

Actually so sick of my parents, one much more than the other but they've actually rarely ever shown any love or support or interest in my life.
They're so judgemental and they actually have such awful narrowest views on things and if I were to tell anyone they wouldn't believe me
One of them in particular has never been proud of me and anything i ever do in life is basically met with well you could have done more.
It's just getting worse and worse the more time I spend at home now that college is over and I feel like I'm having a difficult time at the moment anyway without them piling this on me.
I'm like their verbal punching bag any of their own built up frustration just gets dumped on me in the form of ridiculous and unfair digs

That's all a bit heavy and I regret writing it already but, I'm not really comfortable to say it anywhere else

pajor

Sometimes life just keeps throwing sh*t at you.

Still out of a job since quitting in March. Not sure which is/was more stressful.

Our landlords called in last week to say that we need to be gone from our house by 1 November, because they want to live here now. So we gotta find a new house. Difficult when there's jack sh*t places to rent around here. Half the town is for sale, but not for rent.

And my gf got a letter yesterday from the tax man saying that she owes them back A LOT of money for rent allowance. The way they calculate it is truly f*cked up.

Keep calm and carry on and all that boll0cks.

wnolan1992

I've been flitting back and forth between two options for what I do for the next year over the past 2 months. Every time I get to a certain decision, I immediately have doubts and end up at the totally opposite end of the scale.

At this point, either way I need to find a house because I need to be out of this place in a week (moving back to parents for short term regardless of choice) and the longer I dither the harder that task is.

LoonyLovegood

I'm a week away from finishing my degree. A week. SO WHY CAN'T I STUDY FOR THIS EXAM IN AN HOUR

Junco Partner

Windows updated something the other night and practically bricked itself. Can't download anything. Ms or google apps just won't run. And can't open task manager or sys restore to attempt a fix.

Stuck in a hotel down the country with no comp.
I'm gonna actually have to go out and drink and socialise instead. Ugh people.

HugsiePie

LoonyLovegood wrote: »

I'm a week away from finishing my degree. A week. SO WHY CAN'T I STUDY FOR THIS EXAM IN AN HOUR

Cause the thrill of sitting n exam impedes your concentation you just couldnt wait to sit down and trawl through the endless joys that is equity and ownership of land specificites and *insert legal jargon*

Junco Partner

Spend twenty minutes picking up various ingredients in Tesco's for the onrail meal your going to prepare for the women coming for lunch.
Spend thirty minutes chopping various veg and spices.
Have a pan preheating away so you can start cooking as soon as the last chilli is chopped.
Realise after all this that the power switch for the cooker is broken and that the rings are cold.

Be left with a jug of chopped tomatoes and bowls of diced ginger,chilli's onions and garlic.

Angrily throw it all into a casserole dish and hope works out after skipping the middles steps.

Jhcx

I'll never understand myself. How i manage to have everything at my finger tips but drop it and let it break. Killing me that im still in love with someone i cant have anymore. Trying to not regret all the things ive done that i could of prevented. trying to make the right decisions going forward. trying to find someone to help me move on from the past without being all me.

Just need a sign, guidance to find the right people who can handle me for me to help me do right.

Junco Partner

You can't make somebody love you back. You can't hope and pray and wish enough that the universe intervenes and makes them change your mind.
There is no meant to be.
There is no the one.
Sometimes it just doesn't work out. Even the best relationships fail. You just have to accept that as the facts.

I've been where you are and I'm sure most of the people on this sub have too.
It sucks, especially if you were the one who was dumped. You have to move on though. It sucks but after a few months you should be in a place where you can come to terms with it. If this is the same person that you were still in love with in previous posts then it's been more than a few months.

If those feelings are still there after all this time though it's not because it was a mistake that ye broke up or that the relationship was meant to be. It's because you are not letting yourself move on. You are not doing yourself any favours. In fact you're probably doing emotional damage to yourself holding onto it for so long. Also it's selfish. They made their choice. You need to respect that.

I hope you can get to a better place with this man I really do but it starts with you.

Be sorry that it ended. Accept that it has though.

Jhcx

I know that. i really do. and unfortunately it is the same person. no matter how many people ive dated or jumped into bed with no one has caught my attention. Just kills me that ive mentally let go but a part of me seems to just hold on to that last thread even though i know its well past gone. At this stage even im laughing at the joke its become. Its not right, its not healthy. but i just havent been able to find anyone to distract me. and whats happened at this stage is ive been dropped so many times and casual nights can only go so far ive lost all hope and fear commitment. kind of just gone and bit me

Jhcx

That awkward moment you go on a Facebook video and every knows about your sex life

I'm officially done with life Where's my one way ticket to heaven. Surely I cannot go to hell when I'm already living it

LoonyLovegood

It's gonna take me five years for a three year degree...kids, sort out mental health issues early.

Jhcx

Decided to hard reset my phone cause was acting up. managed to get everything set up then i some how locked it and now cant access anything . not even the hard reset function

pajor

LinkedIn can be depressing. I've been getting connection requests from the biggest messers and bullies back in school, who are now consultants and financial analysts in the UK.

God I sound whiny.

LoonyLovegood

I know that feeling! Merciless bullies in school, now you're earning high five figures in finance? I know that feeling.

Junco Partner

Sociopaths are often found in high positions.

Brutality and disregard for people can lead to success.

Jhcx

Lost my cat tonight. Was such a friend I named him buddy. I drove down as I was leaving home and found him on the side of the road. I was grand walking upto him, tough as nails knew was gonna happen one day cause he was so curious. but as I picked him up to lay him on the grass I shattered inside just holding his lifeless body.

Was never a fan of cats they make me sneeze like fck. But I made a bond with him. Our 3a m meet ups were great fun listening to the birds singing.

wnolan1992

Jhcx wrote: »

Lost my cat tonight. Was such a friend I named him buddy. I drove down as I was leaving home and found him on the side of the road. I was grand walking upto him, tough as nails knew was gonna happen one day cause he was so curious. but as I picked him up to lay him on the grass I shattered inside just holding his lifeless body.

Was never a fan of cats they make me sneeze like fck. But I made a bond with him. Our 3a m meet ups were great fun listening to the birds singing.

That sucks.

I've been incredibly lucky that our cats that I formed bonds with generally have lived fairly long lives and then they just wander off one day and you never see them again. Best cat we've ever had lived for like 15 years, and even though she was an outdoor cat she loved nothing more than curling up on your lap and sleeping for as long as you'd let her. Something oddly calming about sitting on a bench on a sunny day, with a little fluffy ball curled up and purring contently.

Next best was actually the above's kitten. She lasted a good few years, and we actually suspect she was having an affair with our dog at the time, because the two of them would literally curl up together on the couch and sleep as if they were spooning. :pac:

She got hit by a tractor though, which was a bit sh*t.


So yeah, sorry man. Cats can be awesome.

marko93

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Jhcx

Does this dot represent a period in your life?

marko93

Jhcx wrote: »

Does this dot represent a period in your life?

Damn, that was good. 10/10

LoonyLovegood

My aunt rang my dad yesterday. "WHY ARE YOU LETTING LOONYLOVEGOOD GO TO THE STATES YOU'RE AWFUL PARENTS." And Dad, to his credit, answered "Well I didn't know she was going, thanks for letting me know. But she's growing up and works and lives on her own so she does her own stuff."

LoonyLovegood

Tomorrow's a year since a bad bereavement. And all I want to do is curl up in a ball and hide from the world. Instead, I'm on my way to my parents house for a weekend.

Insect Overlord

Brace yourselves. Cold and flu season is coming.

LoonyLovegood

I sprained my ankle! At least it's not broken again?

D4RK ONION

My arrrrgggghhhh is that this page stretches back an entire year worth of posts. RIP boards.

wnolan1992

Big kid decisions are hard.

Need to decide between doing a Masters in a subject I'm really passionate about but which doesn't really lead anywhere other than having the MA on my CV, and finding a job.

Insect Overlord

D4RK ONION wrote: »

My arrrrgggghhhh is that this page stretches back an entire year worth of posts. RIP boards.

We need to get the band back together. There's no sign of any new posters in here since the Leaving Cert forum got its own private one. A few of the old regulars popping in every few weeks would breathe a bit of life/activity back into the place, and get the forum name back on the front page a bit more often.

HugsiePie

Actually they stopped adding new members to that forum after the people who sat their LC in 2014-no 15 or 16 crew-that being said that private forum is just as dead as it is here (yes I have access, and yes you should be jelly) :pac:

D4RK ONION

Pffffft, do you even Donkey without Light?