Lets all be anxious/depressed together.

cloud493

Kaching wrote: »

apparently I just slipped their mind , even though i was texting and ringing them all day

I'm really sorry to hear that better luck next time and all that.

jammstarr

Kaching wrote: »

apparently I just slipped their mind , even though i was texting and ringing them all day

It's never nice to be fucked around like that.

nesf

In very good form this evening despite the insomnia. Mind spinning from idea to idea on how to improve things I do. An upswing perhaps? The Prozac kicking in and pushing me a bit high? We'll see...

dlofnep

Dieing with the flu at the moment, have fibromylagia flares in my legs too.. Haven't slept a wink. Don't remember a flu ever being so strong Auld fella is bringing me back Uniflu soon.

Temaz

Im just in a very low mood, might pop a clonactil.

Aoifums

Feeling really low. I'm trying my hardest to pull myself together as I'm going out this evening with some good friends. I think they suspect something is up and I'm not ready to tell them.

stupidusername

what a tiring day. upsetting for my friend. she's in such a state. i wish I could do something. i'm tired and worn out now. thought it'd affect me more really.
then coming home to face this twat of a housemate isn't helping.

cloud493

What a bloody terrible day Be nice if I could do something stupid.

degausserxo

Havent gotten out of bed yet. Tonight should be interesting.

Gillo

Was going grand earlier in work although it was an incredibly unproductive day. As soon as I finished the mood completely dropped, nearly thought I was going to start crying waiting for the bus.

Aoifums

cloud493 wrote: »

What a bloody terrible day Be nice if I could do something stupid.

Provided we're talking about the same stupid, I'm the same. I don't want to but I've held out for 8 hours since getting the urge and I feel oddly proud of myself. There's no way I'll make it to bedtime though

Temaz

Just in a flat dull mood. Like being in limbo.

Seren_

The last few days have been pretty crap. I feel like an absolute waste of space.

cloud493

Aoifums wrote: »

Provided we're talking about the same stupid, I'm the same. I don't want to but I've held out for 8 hours since getting the urge and I feel oddly proud of myself. There's no way I'll make it to bedtime though

I think we are. If you do do it, just try to minimize it? Thats why I do.

Aoifums

cloud493 wrote: »

I think we are. If you do do it, just try to minimize it? Thats why I do.

That's what I'm doing Hell of a lot more difficult than I expected.

cloud493

Yes it is rather. I think I'm going to crack, to be honest Only so much bad news anyone can take really.

Aoifums

cloud493 wrote: »

Yes it is rather. I think I'm going to crack, to be honest Only so much bad news anyone can take really.

*hugs* Hope you don't. You seem to be way better at sticking with not doing it than me.

cloud493

Hope you don't do it either Think you're a rather better person than that.

Aoifums

Thank you. I disagree but I've had too much fighting this weekend to argue. Fingers crossed we both don't do it

cloud493

What's been up this week?

Aoifums

People are stupid. I yelled a lot. What's been up with you?

cloud493

Ah that's not good. Why did you yell? And it's just been a lot of bad news. Lonely a lot. Seem to just be one problem after another, it'll never end

Aoifums

I dunno. It seemed like a good idea at the time Regretting it now but I don't want to apologise.
Oh that's crap I swear I'm not trying to trivialise it but a lot of people here (on this thread) have been where you are and gotten through it. It will end. It's going to be tough but you're strong enough to make it through it

cloud493

Was it justifiable(you shouting)?
I dunno, I hope so. Trying to have a bit of the Churchill spirit I've spent 18 years telling people thats how I got through all the bad times, but I seem to be lacking it right now.

Mr.Biscuits

dlofnep wrote: »

Dieing with the flu at the moment, have fibromylagia flares in my legs too.. Haven't slept a wink. Don't remember a flu ever being so strong

Aye, have a bad one myself and even my skin is sore, worst being the mental and physical exhaustion of it though - so damn depressing.

Kaching

Aoifums wrote: »

People are stupid. I yelled a lot.

sounds like we've had similar experiences , although i discovered when it comes to tellin lies that are evil some people show no remorse

nesf

Last few days have been weird. Definite uptick in mood and outlook. A lot of trouble sleeping combined with being sleepy much of the time and napping a lot. I don't know what to make of it to be honest. Got to sleep for an hour there 12pm to 1am and woke again and have been up since. Will probably get another few hours but have CBT early in the morning and I'm not sure what to do with that, I've stopped ruminating etc so I'm not sure if she'll have much to work with!

galwaySocial

Hi all ,i have had anxiety from when i was in my teens now im 29 and glad to say over the worst of it, Now its just getting rid of the bad habits and avoidance of situations but i am for once in my life happy. For everyone fighting this keep the chin up their is so much help out their now also.

I would love to chat to anyone on here so if anyone likes please drop me a mail.

For now all the best!

Temaz

Got some valium for my anxiety just now thankfully.

Rosiestar

mood still pretty low. Had a good few glasses of wine over the weekend to try and 'lift' myself. Not a good idea, I know but when all else fails, as it has been doing, I had to try something.

So here it is again, Monday. I hate Mondays and I dont even work, I just get engulfed in doom and gloom. I think its the thought of a whole new week ahead feeling this low and all the medication I take is not doing its job.

No surprise there as I dont respond to treatment, any kind, only ECT and I'm afraid that it is looking like Im going to have to go that route again if things dont change dramatically. De[ression has ruined my life, my career, my social life, my friendship. It has destroyed me. Dammit.