More to it than this?

'Sounds like you dont go out much during the week and only see your girlfriend at the weekend - maybe you need to get out more - can you not go out with her during the week or maybe even go out with friends. I know from experience that its very lonely going home to an empty apartment (I only lasted 6 months then the girlfriend moved back and things got better) Life is too short to spend it alone!!

Get out there and live - excitement wont find you - you need to find it.'

Very good question. And I know the feeling. But not many people care, yes. You need to realise you are 1 of only your own world the rest of society lives the same, wonders the same about the higher meaning bull yes. But I don't think it's bull.
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If eyes, eyes are proven by sight(our basic learning sense of many abilities-reading writing etc), prove that you have an eye. You can't disprove what you can't see, so what lies at the minds eye other than neurotransmitters etc, is not provable or disprovable as a high energy mind that is capable of many talents. But for this day, we need to make career and a social life so we are adjusted to believing life is about what we see as the norm.

I'm a 22 year old male, and I'm abstract 3 thousand percent more than most people. And gifted yes, a social dunce yes. A clown of the class, yes. a reject, yes. So I'm neurotic to a lot but, i think differently and on a different level than most people so I see what some can't
I'm dyslexic and people see words better than me but I can't read as well what others write, but instead I think deeply and abstractly about things they write about in logical sequence. You think deep, to a medium degee like me. But I'm not dared by life at all, I call life a hill of crap; too boring and predictable for people like me. And I call everyone ba)*tards etc, because life to me is a tedious journey that I use stimulants, high stimulation holidays etc to numb out of boring queues and boring days i need to fullfill to live(so they say).
So I started using my thought, my abstract reasoning to explain my reason for my existence. I was an airbrain, NO. Very intelligent, but I hated doing schoolwork, and anything to read, I wrote and talked very smart but people laughed Ifailed because i was too busy dancing and thinking why take life seriously? The setup of life is not my way, why should I suffer the label " a failure" for other peoples standards? And that defies individual character of our society. We must conform as a society not as individual people in a respect of 100 percent. Laws, etc are necessary, but being expected to get A's etc in college to be a somebody is ridiculous and non sensible.

I mean, take time to reflect on who you are and why you are here.
And 45% of the population have not questioned they're here and who they really are.
You ask yourself this, do I belong in a life as bad as this, If I have attained social success. And attaining a life of downs and ups. The down is a chemical state of your biological predicament.And the upper feeling is the belief in higher meaning, and our confidence is incresed and our work is better, our outlook more positive.

I badly think when we die, our chemicals cease to influence our emotions, and physical debilitation of our upper feeling; when we die we travel beyound current existence of physical and mental conditions combined as 1 to a door of black hole of matter than we are on the edge of here in life. And our minds are intuitive enough. Hope you're allowed up, feel good. I can't call proof on that, but I'm a cake of lowlife here, but why am i born? To reproduce, NO I hate that. I'm not for the norm at all. You're killed by dark clouds now, But kill you're downer feeling DE it's for after eternity to know.GOODBYE.

boreds wrote:

Have you considered letting Jesus into your life?

But seriously I reckon It's the telly thats doing you harm.
It's so easy to get stuck in a rut with telly around, you sort of plan your week around it. Then you watch things just for the hell of it.

All/Most of your fellow passengers on the dart/bus/luas or in cars and on bikes and on foot making their way home from their similarly crap jobs probably have the same things on their minds, "oh i must watch such and such at 7 then at 7.30, I'll record that and watch blah"

I do it too myself, then I get an invitation to go out somewhere and my initial thought is 'aww but I'll miss...''then I go and have a great time and forget all about missing my telly timetable and kick myself for being so sad.

In conclusion, tv monopolises your productive you time.

That's called a quarter life crises. I never watch Tv and i never let cars crash my life either. I never failed my driving test to need to luas, You may have got rejected by a filling station type job like me but I don't hold grudges on so called crap jobs.

If my dad had a high paying job, aka invented idea based on elated ego of ones social status; I suppose I'd consider killing myself over him calling me a dunse.
And that's your mentality. And I'll consider you a success sir/man, if you consider the people you have classed in your post as worth living the rest without hindrance to sterotypes or bias.
Did you kill your cat for a thrill ever? That's morally wrong, but killed by a man of a high paying job, does that consider the cat wrong and him right to satisfy his high stimulation of cat murder? Just an example don't comment on the stupid example as I'll question you'r motive to do so.
And a failed driving test is why some walk not drive. You sound rich, middle class.
failed driving test, 2nd time I don't think so!
So I walk to walk, maybe.
You watch Tv, i know you're lying; im guessing .

Never judge a clown by their tricks if you don't laugh, question you're humour first, as not all clowns are funny as not all entertainees are dry or wet rags. So you decide how you take others, but don't force your opinion on others without considering the effects first.

You're agnostic yes, so Jesus is nobody to you so why do you care to mention him if you're agnostic!