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Now Ye're Talking - to a recovered heroin user

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  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    begbysback wrote: »
    What's the closest you've come to using (any drug in any form) in the last 4 years?

    Drinking, it let me to make late night phone calls. I avoid that now!!!


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Can you expand a little on how the methadone program works? Do you receive any counseling or the likes while the weaning off process begins and is there any aftercare / mentor set up etc while you transition back into society or are you on your own?


    You can opt in for that if you want, for me I've always found counseling and 12 steps etc really patronising and condescending. Talking about and rehashing issues, or talking about drug use constantly just makes me want to use.

    I'm sure it works for some, but I didn't like it. But yeah, those services are there.


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,886 ✭✭✭beans


    Just noticing the title of this thread; do you consider yourself 'recovered', or would you say it's an on-going process?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    miamee wrote: »
    Did you ever bump into people from your 'home' life while you were on the streets? Would you avoid talking to them or would you even notice them? I suppose we all have this idea of drug addicts being out of it all the time but I suppose you're not high the whole time, you have to have some sober moments as well. Or did you?

    I know you said you lost your job and your relationship also ended, is this what led to you becoming homeless, had you nowhere else to go? Or did the drugs come first nad then put out of wherever you were living?

    Sry answered your questions out of order :/

    Yeah, I lost my job and broke up with my ex at the same time. Couldn't pay the rent, tried to find someone to let the spare room but couldn't make it work in time.

    Spent a little while staying on various friends couches and stuff, looking for work etc, they were all in relationships/had jobs/sided with my ex. So eventually it was clear I was overstaying my welcome so I'd stay in shelters or get the night bus etc.

    Occasionally would made side-eye contact with someone I knew before, but don't know how recognisable I was. Only time I was out of it was when I was goofing, rest of the time I was almost hyper-aware


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    beans wrote: »
    Just noticing the title of this thread; do you consider yourself 'recovered', or would you say it's an on-going process?

    People say you're never not an addict and it's a lifelong process, I dunno I feel like it's something I've put behind me.

    But like I said, there are certain triggers that I have to avoid now, so in that sense I have to be on-guard and I guess I will be for the rest of my life.

    In the same sense, all I have to do is remember the mantra "don't take drugs, it messes your life up" just like everyone else!!


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    You can opt in for that if you want, for me I've always found counseling and 12 steps etc really patronising and condescending. Talking about and rehashing issues, or talking about drug use constantly just makes me want to use.

    I'm sure it works for some, but I didn't like it. But yeah, those services are there.

    95% of the people on methadone programs just go in and get their daily/weekly dose. I'd say about 60%+ abuse the system, are still using. Sell the methadone etc.

    It's like running a gauntlet to get through that program too, whilst still being subjected to all the same vices as before. Like I said, those services do exist, but its mainly an in-out attitude


  • Registered Users Posts: 77 ✭✭N.96


    Fairplay for coming through the other side!

    How old are you now?

    Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 27,349 ✭✭✭✭super_furry


    As someone who’s been there, do you think that the proposed injecting rooms I. Dublin would be a beneficial thing to help addicts?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    N.96 wrote: »
    Fairplay for coming through the other side!

    How old are you now?

    Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?

    Thanks!

    I'm early 30's

    Would like to have a stable job, maybe own a home, have a family....

    I even never learnt to drive (legally) so I guess it's a lot to do in 5 years!!


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  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    As someone who’s been there, do you think that the proposed injecting rooms I. Dublin would be a beneficial thing to help addicts?

    It can't do any bad, and it would certainly help the surrounding community. Properly regulated, I can't see any harm.


  • Registered Users Posts: 77 ✭✭N.96


    One more question...

    Judging by your replies you appear to be educated.

    Did you study beyond Leaving Cert, go to college etc?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    It can't do any bad, and it would certainly help the surrounding community. Properly regulated, I can't see any harm.

    I'm sorry, don't want to edit my posts...

    It seems to have worked well in Canada and in parts of Europe. Besides providing a safe and controlled place for people to use, keeping it off the streets. I guess it would be a good point of contact for people to reach addiction/rehabilitation/health services. Homeless initiatives etc.

    Just like anything, I'm afraid that it could be open abuse and people dealing etc, hypothetically if it was done right yes, but it could be a catastrophe otherwise.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    N.96 wrote: »
    One more question...

    Judging by your replies you appear to be educated.

    Did you study beyond Leaving Cert, go to college etc?

    I did my first year in college (computer related, won't say more) and was offered a job offer I couldn't refuse. Worked out well until the IT world melted 3 years later!


  • Registered Users Posts: 880 ✭✭✭cosanostra


    Fair play to you and all the best for the future!

    Do you feel anger towards anyone or society as a whole for causing/leading you to use or do you feel that it was a personal choice?

    How much per day would you have spent at the height of your addiction?

    What could have been done to prevent you going down the road of addiction


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    cosanostra wrote: »
    Fair play to you and all the best for the future!

    Do you feel anger towards anyone or society as a whole for causing/leading you to use or do you feel that it was a personal choice?

    How much per day would you have spent at the height of your addiction?

    What could have been done to prevent you going down the road of addiction

    I feel angry at myself mostly and no one else, I made some ****ty decisions.

    I do feel a little resentment towards people who ripped me off back then, or maybe have judged me since. I've seen a couple of these people in the meantime. I guess just let bygones be bygones.But I figure I deserved it, what goes around comes around, no point in being bitter.

    About €200/250 per day at the peak...


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  • Banned (with Prison Access) Posts: 907 ✭✭✭Alpha_zero


    During this time how many criminal convictions did you have? Did you ever violently assault anyone?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Alpha_zero wrote: »
    During this time how many criminal convictions did you have? Did you ever violently assault anyone?

    8 or 9 all petty theft (shoplifting) or public order act etc.

    I did violently assault someone once, I'd hate to say that he 'deserved it' but let's just say it wasn't reported by anybody. I still regret what happened, but that's the way it is, I would have been a victim if I didn't stick up for myself.


  • Registered Users Posts: 3,539 ✭✭✭John_D80


    How much does heroin cost per “hit”??

    How long did you sustain the 200/250 euro per day usage for??

    Is there any one single prized possession of yours that you kept and would never have sold and or swapped for heroin even at your worst?

    Did you ever commit a violent crime on an innocent vulnerable person like a pensioner in order to steal money?


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 5,301 ✭✭✭gordongekko


    Describe your first hit


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    John_D80 wrote: »
    How much does heroin cost per “hit”??

    How long did you sustain the 200/250 euro per day usage for??

    Is there any one single prized possession of yours that you kept and would never have sold and or swapped for heroin even at your worst?

    Did you ever commit a violent crime on an innocent vulnerable person like a pensioner in order to steal money?

    €15 for one or 2 for €25, then you get more etc with bulk

    Not always, €200/250 that's at max street price, so only only on the really low days would I be paying that much.

    If I/we were buying stuff in bulk it would work out cheaper, sell half get yours for free, rinse and repeat.

    I lost/sold every possession that mattered to me at one stage or another other than a watch my granddad gave me.

    By vulnerable yes, I guess that's what you're looking for

    I ripped off younger/newbie guys and sold them nothings drugs. Did confidence scams on people and got a fair bit of money at a time.

    By elderly specifically, no. Not intentionally, I might have taken something from a car, but I wasn't specifically looking for that.

    Most people I tapped off or hustled where young people in town, out on a night out out shopping during the day.

    Spun a story about missing a taxi or money for a hostel, and could make about €100 per hour. The right people will give you average €20/30 you just have to find them.


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  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 12,453 ✭✭✭✭DrPhilG


    Don't have any questions for you at the minute, but just wanted to say well done. Sounds like you were enjoying pretty deep so congrats on coming out the other side.

    Actually I do have a question, have you seen Trainspotting and how does it compare to your experience.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    DrPhilG wrote: »
    Don't have any questions for you at the minute, but just wanted to say well done. Sounds like you were enjoying pretty deep so congrats on coming out the other side.

    Actually I do have a question, have you seen Trainspotting and how does it compare to your experience.

    I liked the movie (and the book), doesn't really compare, at least to a Dublin experience. I'ts like saying "I see you like cars, you must know The fast and the furious™"


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 828 ✭✭✭JaMarcus


    Just wanted to say thanks for coming on here, OP. I can relate to what you have went through.

    I've battled addiction myself.

    Specifically Toblerone.

    I would wake up in the middle of the night and eat an entire Toblerone.

    And I don’t mean a small one. I mean a medium-sized one.

    In fact, in the best chapter in my book I talk about when I gorged on Toblerone and drove to Dundee in my bare feet.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    JaMarcus wrote: »
    Just wanted to say thanks for coming on here, OP. I can relate to what you have went through.

    I've battled addiction myself.

    Specifically Toblerone.

    I would wake up in the middle of the night and eat an entire Toblerone.

    And I don’t mean a small one. I mean a medium-sized one.

    In fact, in the best chapter in my book I talk about when I gorged on Toblerone and drove to Dundee in my bare feet.

    Well take it easy pal, one step at a time?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Well take it easy pal, one step at a time?

    Or do you eat 'em whole?


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,381 ✭✭✭Eire Go Brach


    Well done.

    Just wondering. What is a confidence scan?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Well done.

    Just wondering. What is a confidence scan?

    It's like a confidence scam but it ends in a 'n'?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Well done.

    Just wondering. What is a confidence scan?

    In case you are lacking google or common sense. It is an endeavour to get to know somebody and gain their confidence, then exploit it.


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 33,640 ✭✭✭✭Princess Consuela Bananahammock


    1. No, I've had lots of addiction problems in the past. Booze, cannabis, coke... Everything basically at one point or another.

    Sorry for going back to your first quote on the thread, but one follow-up question to this:

    I've done a few drugs myself (never heroin though) over the years and have one on moderation during usage. So far no problems, but I've heard a theory that people tend to have addictive personalities rather than the drugs themselves being addictive. Would you agree with this, or not?

    Everything I don't like is either woke or fascist - possibly both - pick one.



  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Sorry for going back to your first quote on the thread, but one follow-up question to this:

    I've done a few drugs myself (never heroin though) over the years and have one on moderation during usage. So far no problems, but I've heard a theory that people tend to have addictive personalities rather than the drugs themselves being addictive. Would you agree with this, or not?

    I'd agree 100% if you are talking about mental addiction. Some people are more prone than others, me more so.

    I had friends who didn't turn into complete potheads or cokeheads, or destroy ecstasy like I tried to do. Then again I knew people who did and I was the only one to turn out long-term addicted to something.

    It's all mental with everything else I guess, and during the beginning with heroin.

    But then when you are physically hooked it doesn't really matter about your personality or disposition.


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  • Registered Users Posts: 790 ✭✭✭alanceltic


    Congrats on getting clean and changing my opinion on what a typical junkie (apologies if offended) is in my narrow mindset. You should be held up as a beacon of light to others and I'm sure your family appreciate you for your recent endeavours.

    Now you have a second coming what are your short term and long term goals and do you feel you will have enough support to enable you to get there?

    Finally do you live in fear that one day you could find yourself vulnerable to going back on h?


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 7,503 ✭✭✭Sinister Kid


    An old friend of mine's brother was an addict, living on the streets & in hostels in dublin for years. Sadly his addiction got the better of him & he OD'ed over in London about two years ago.
    I know he used to take something else along with herion that he said was far worse (I cant remember what it was called)
    Were you hooked on anything else while using?

    After what you have been through & knowing what the money is used for would you give your spare change to someone begging in the street?


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 17,241 ✭✭✭✭y0ssar1an22


    I'd agree 100% if you are talking about mental addiction. Some people are more prone than others, me more so.

    I had friends who didn't turn into complete potheads or cokeheads, or destroy ecstasy like I tried to do. Then again I knew people who did and I was the only one to turn out long-term addicted to something.

    It's all mental with everything else I guess, and during the beginning with heroin.

    But then when you are physically hooked it doesn't really matter about your personality or disposition.

    awesome AMA! and fair play for cleaning up. cant imagine, but must be hard.

    1 question i could never solve, or got a satisfactory answer to - in relation to alochol and tobacco anyway....

    is there a physical dependence on the drug, like the way you need water, or is it a mental one, if that makes sense?

    alcohol for example, are you addicted to it as a drug (physical dependence), or just love being drunk (mental dependence).

    i dunno, maybe they're one and the the same


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    alanceltic wrote: »
    Congrats on getting clean and changing my opinion on what a typical junkie (apologies if offended) is in my narrow mindset. You should be held up as a beacon of light to others and I'm sure your family appreciate you for your recent endeavours.

    Now you have a second coming what are your short term and long term goals and do you feel you will have enough support to enable you to get there?

    Finally do you live in fear that one day you could find yourself vulnerable to going back on h?

    Thanks, no offence taken....

    Would be prefer to be called an addict, or former addict if anything though!! Calling somebody a junkie kinda feels like the n' word or something. That's why I used the word 'druggie' in my intro post that Niamh entered for me.

    But I don't really care, just maybe in future that info could help you talk to or relate to someone that you meet in future! Is only reason I mentioned it.

    I don't know about that, I have a lot to prove to family and love ones. I'm sure lots are proud, but it's more on me than them if ya get me....

    Things are getting a lot better for me year by year, but seeing my brothers, cousins some of whom are much younger than me getting along with rewarding careers. I'm basically back at the bottom of the ladder, but with a handicap (big CV gap) It's hard to think anybody is 'proud'.

    But it is what it is, I have to just do my course, hopefully get a work placement from it and take it from there.

    I think I answered your second question as best I could a few posts ago, sry don't want to rehash or retype things.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    An old friend of mine's brother was an addict, living on the streets & in hostels in dublin for years. Sadly his addiction got the better of him & he OD'ed over in London about two years ago.
    I know he used to take something else along with herion that he said was far worse (I cant remember what it was called)
    Were you hooked on anything else while using?

    After what you have been through & knowing what the money is used for would you give your spare change to someone begging in the street?

    I'm sorry to hear that.

    I know a few good people who went, one was an amazing musician. Had something special, that's not to say every life isn't precious.

    I used crack a lot, but mainly when I could afford it. It wasn't my staple.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    After what you have been through & knowing what the money is used for would you give your spare change to someone begging in the street?

    No,

    If you are in Dublin, Unless it looks like a real emergency you are really better to give your money to Brother Luke's (Capuchin Day center, Smithfield) or the Merchant's Quay project. They are amazing people and do amazing things.

    That said, if I had the money to spare and I saw someone genuinely sick, yep I'd give it. But probably because I know how it feels and how much it would mean.

    The money is better off going towards those projects and others though..


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 5,476 ✭✭✭neonsofa


    Thanks for this. You have given me a bit of hope for someone I know that's back on it again. He knows he needs to get off it but isn't ready yet. I hope he will get there soon.

    Well done for turning things round. Look after yourself.


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 18,230 ✭✭✭✭JCX BXC


    Really interesting thank you. There's surprisingly little information on hard drugs online, after cannibus (and I don't need online to tell me what that's like) it becomes very scarce, and I'm always interested when these come up.

    Most questions I'm interested in have already been asked, however I have 3.

    1). Are there many triggers for you and how often do you encounter them? Would seeing someone off their heads in the city center make you want to feel like you did during the time you used, do you feel sad or pity for them or is it a mixture of both?

    2). What's the going rate for a gram?

    3). Would you ever consider getting involved in drug rehabilitation services to help others, or would the temptation be too much?

    Thanks again for the interesting insight, it is hard to come by often, especially such a personalised experience.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    neonsofa wrote: »
    Thanks for this. You have given me a bit of hope for someone I know that's back on it again. He knows he needs to get off it but isn't ready yet. I hope he will get there soon.

    Well done for turning things round. Look after yourself.

    I hope he can too. Just give him whatever love and encouragement you can, not financial help. I hope he can turn it around.

    I'm more than aware now of the toll this takes on family's, it's not that you don't care at the time, but you don't notice. Hate myself for what people have gone though on my behalf.

    There's hope for everyone, best wishes.


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  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    JCX BXC wrote: »
    Really interesting thank you. There's surprisingly little information on hard drugs online, after cannibus (and I don't need online to tell me what that's like) it becomes very scarce, and I'm always interested when these come up.

    Most questions I'm interested in have already been asked, however I have 3.

    1). Are there many triggers for you and how often do you encounter them? Would seeing someone off their heads in the city center make you want to feel like you did during the time you used, do you feel sad or pity for them or is it a mixture of both?

    2). What's the going rate for a gram?

    3). Would you ever consider getting involved in drug rehabilitation services to help others, or would the temptation be too much?

    Thanks again for the interesting insight, it is hard to come by often, especially such a personalised experience.

    1. Yep both. Usually the former. I'm glad I'm not there now

    2. €80

    3. Yes, I'd like to.

    But I need to solidify my own situation a bit first. I've been doing well enough, I'm clean 4 years, 1 off methadone but I'm still trying to put things back together. I don't think that I can really be a help to others until I get things back.

    I doubt temptation would be much of an issue now, as described before it was everywhere, it's literally everywhere anytime you go into Dublin city center


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    awesome AMA! and fair play for cleaning up. cant imagine, but must be hard.

    1 question i could never solve, or got a satisfactory answer to - in relation to alochol and tobacco anyway....

    is there a physical dependence on the drug, like the way you need water, or is it a mental one, if that makes sense?

    alcohol for example, are you addicted to it as a drug (physical dependence), or just love being drunk (mental dependence).

    i dunno, maybe they're one and the the same

    Heroin has both mental and physical, effects. You don't need it like water, but your body will start to give out, I explained things as best I could in a previous post.

    Opiate withdrawals are pretty much the worst, benzodiazepines (Valium etc) also are about as bad as you could ask for, physically.



    (EDIT: please forgive my horrible phone posting)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 2,622 ✭✭✭ILikeBoats


    Well done on the recovery and thanks for a great AMA

    Would you have any advice for someone who might be heading down that route? I know a guy who is an alcoholic and coke addict, he's heading for homelessness, can't hold down a job and is losing everything in his life.
    He is convinced he doesn't have a problem and therefore, won't accept he needs help.

    Is it just a matter of waiting until he hits rock bottom and sees it for himself?
    Or is there something we can do?
    Just in your opinion - could someone have done something for you in your early addiction days to make you take a different path?


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 14,158 ✭✭✭✭hufpc8w3adnk65


    You mentioned in a previous post that Heroin is everywhere in the city Centre. Apart from the guys wandering the streets like zombies what other things would you see to indicate it? After been on that side for a number of years are there things you’d see that would tell you that a regular innocent joe so wouldn’t?

    As allways thanks


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 2,812 ✭✭✭Vojera


    Fair play for you for getting things together. Long may it continue!

    You had a good life before falling to addiction, and you'll have a good life again (with your positive attitude and hard work, it'll happen!). I live in Ballymun and there are people here (a minority, but a significant one), who were practically born into addiction. Heroin is obviously a big problem and crack even more so in the last while. You mentioned that while recovering you had to cut ties with everyone from that life, not socialise with people at the clinic, etc. Do you see a way out for people who literally live in the middle of it? Is there anything that you think could be done better to help them?


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    ILikeBoats wrote: »
    Well done on the recovery and thanks for a great AMA

    Would you have any advice for someone who might be heading down that route? I know a guy who is an alcoholic and coke addict, he's heading for homelessness, can't hold down a job and is losing everything in his life.
    He is convinced he doesn't have a problem and therefore, won't accept he needs help.

    Is it just a matter of waiting until he hits rock bottom and sees it for himself?
    Or is there something we can do?
    Just in your opinion - could someone have done something for you in your early addiction days to make you take a different path?

    I don't know what I'd say, I don't really think there is much you can say or do about it. Trying to think back to how I felt at the time and I doubt that there's really much that could have changed the course.

    Just be clear and non-judgemental about where he is heading (if you can) offer options if possible. But sometimes things just have to take their course.

    Sorry I don't have better advice.


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  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    MrMac84 wrote: »
    You mentioned in a previous post that Heroin is everywhere in the city Centre. Apart from the guys wandering the streets like zombies what other things would you see to indicate it? After been on that side for a number of years are there things you’d see that would tell you that a regular innocent joe so wouldn’t?

    As allways thanks

    I notice the citric sachets everywhere, they are like a lime green/yellow. If you see one it means someone just cooked up.

    heroin-use-in-ireland-GBA384.jpg

    I see them absolutely everywhere.


  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    Vojera wrote: »
    Fair play for you for getting things together. Long may it continue!

    You had a good life before falling to addiction, and you'll have a good life again (with your positive attitude and hard work, it'll happen!). I live in Ballymun and there are people here (a minority, but a significant one), who were practically born into addiction. Heroin is obviously a big problem and crack even more so in the last while. You mentioned that while recovering you had to cut ties with everyone from that life, not socialise with people at the clinic, etc. Do you see a way out for people who literally live in the middle of it? Is there anything that you think could be done better to help them?

    I'm not sure what can be done then, the only way that I know is to try and visualise a better life or a better path for yourself. If you've never known one, I can imagine how hard it would be .

    Life I've said before, I guess to just try give people a small sense of purpose and self worth, show them that there is a different way. Hopefully at least some will choose to take it.


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 9,057 ✭✭✭.......


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  • Company Representative Posts: 84 Verified rep I'm a recovered heroin user, AMA


    ....... wrote: »
    This post has been deleted.

    No, they hand them out with the needles at the exchanges. It's because brown heroin doesn't dissolve naturally, it helps to break it down and make it soluble.


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 4,234 ✭✭✭bullpost


    Fair play to you for getting this far and best of luck for the future.

    In you opinion, Is it possible to do cold turkey? Or getting off without going the methadone route? Or are the side effects just too tough or dangerous? And do you know anyone that went cold turkey successfully?


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