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Indiego wrote: »

This time of year around valentines day is always so ****ty, and something always happens that has me left in tears feeling like ****.
Shít Shít Shítty Shít Shít I just want to go and live in a hole.
And I feel stupid because im young, and to anyone else it just seems stupid because I just look like a stupid fúcking melodramatic angsty teenager, but to me its still how I feel and there's not much I can do.
I always fúck something up right before its something worth having, every. single. time.
Now I'm ****ing crying. Great.

(I wrote this for someone else a few weeks ago, but I figured it was relevant, so I'll post it for you)

"Regret is only good for telling yourself what you will never do again. Once you know which things you will never do again, regret turns into wisdom, and wisdom builds character." -some guy said that, I don't know who exactly.

Just saying. I mean, look, I'm no expert on the whole love and relationships thing, mainly because I got nowhere with it, but I have been in similar places. That being, regret. I've said things better left unsaid and left unsaid things I really wanted to say. And what I've lost, the time, the opportunities, the people, has effected me, sure.

But the reason why I'm writing this is simple: You're probably awesome, and you probably deserve more than staying like this. You've got the chance to do something epic. Yet what you have to do is move on in spite of what's gone wrong. You have to be prepared to take the loses, learn from them. I'm not saying forget this guy, because it's clear that he had an amazing effect on you. In fact, forgetting would be the wrong way to go about it. What I'm saying is that you need to find the strength to move on.

I know how fucking difficult it is, but the only way is out. I've spent way too long in the wrong places. I just hope you don't make the same mistakes I did.

I've fucked enough things up, but each time I've came back willing to try again.