Wife never interested..... exes

Brian JC

Really want advice from females here.

My wife and I are together 10 years and are in late 30s. We have 3 children. We have a happy marriage and are nearly always in the same page.

When we first met she was in a relationship, but we struck up a good friendship. 4-5 years later we got together (I always fancied her). She had a number boyfriends over that time and I know from what she told me that she had regular sex with one or two of them. She dumped me and we got back together 6 months later. In that time she was with someone else and I know they had regular sex as well.

The only times we’ve ever had regular sex was for pregnancies.

When I try it on I always get rejected. I would say we have sex every couple of months at an absolute maximum..,, now it’s been a full year

Since we got back together she has had a mastectomy and i’ve had bereavements in my immediate family - we’ve had a lot to deal with.

I brought it up recently (have tried to over the years, but ends in a row or false promises of change) that we never do it and that makes me feel rejected and like a failure of a man. She has tried to reassure me, but I know she had no interest in anything resembling weekly/fortnightly sex.

I know that she had more sex with exes and I told her I feel that in a physical sense she preferred then to me..... she was furious and said it is wrong to bring up the past.

Am I wrong to feel such rejection and am I wrong to feel that she fancied them more?? Am I wrong to even bring it up?

Xterminator

hi

you are wrong to bring it up - yes.

you have a genuine relationship issue - one that has led to your understandable frustration.

But if you think for one second that using your wife's past sexual history with her exes as a weapon, is a tactic that will improve your situation/relationship then you are dead wrong. the only reason to do this is to hurt her back, so she will feel some of the pain you are feeling, and trust me when i say hurting each other is simply the path you do not want to go down.

In your place I would get proper relationship therapy to get to the bottom of the underlying issues, and see what can be done, if anything to resurrect your marriage. If your deeply hurt and unhappy with your sex life, then i do not think you do have

a happy marriage .

Batgurl

3 pregnancies, childbirths and what sounds like breast cancer and a mastectomy? And you wonder why she doesn’t want sex like a women in her 20’s?

It always amazes men how men still don’t get how that woman’s body changes after kids and how they expect everything to be the same. Add in a mastectomy and the poor woman probably hates her body and sex is the last thing on her mind when she feels like ****.

Therapy is a good recommendation OP. You should also make an effort to make her feel desirable. Instead of making her feel crap for not making you feel pleasure regularly enough.

harr

You are talking about something that happened in the past , a different life completely, no kids , no illness so I would leave your wife’s past in the past as it has no bearing on your current situation whatsoever and she is right to be pissed at you for suggesting that.
You say you have a good marriage and that’s important and yes the physical aspect is more important to some but you seem to be taking it very personally as if your wife is punishing you by withdrawing sex ..
It sounds like your wife has been through a lot over the last number of years and it could be something she needs to work out before things go any further and the more pressure you put on her the more she has to deal with .
I would suggest if she is open to the concept of seeking counselling , first her on her own and then as couple.
You also seems to very preoccupied with the amount of sexual encounters your wife had in the past before you were married .. that’s seems unhealthy especially after 10 years of marriage.

Clare Kat

Kindness and compassion is a wonderful aphrodisiac. I’m sure she’s not feeling the most attractive with all that’s going on in her life. Unlike men, women can’t just turn it on. I understand you’re frustrated, but she’s probably so exhausted at the end of the day and the last thing she needs as she’s collapsing in to bed is pressure from her partner to have sex. Sometimes a woman just wants to be held without it having to lead to sex. Maybe get a voucher for the spa, hairdresser or just lunch with friends ( difficult with Covid I know). Sounds to me she could do with a break. The last thing she needs is having to reassure her partner that it’s not him as he reflects on her previous sexual history. You will drive yourself mad with this and it’s apples and oranges to be honest. While I realize you are very attracted to her, just as you were when she was with someone else, she’s not the same person. She has different responsibilities and indeed a different body which might make no odds to you, but all the world to her. Just be patient and kind. I know it’s hard, but this is less about you and more about all that’s going on with her.

I agree with the other replies but I have to say it's strange that ye didn't get together after her first relationship broke down and she went on to have other relationships before setting down with you, I just feel that if there really was a huge spark between ye then she would have wanted to go out with you sooner . I'm just giving another slant on it but I totally agree that after having kids things can change but you said that you felt it was always only on the cards in order to get pregnant so that would be before kids and illness.
I don't like to say it but it is a possibility that she likes everything about you but settled for someone that she really likes but may not actually feel very attracted to....I hope this doesn't sound harsh, just throwing a possibility out there .

JCDUB

Batgurl wrote: »

And you wonder why she doesn’t want sex like a women in her 20’s?

Therapy is a good recommendation OP.

OP never said his wife doesn't want sex like a woman in her 20s.
He said she doesn't want sex, at all.
It has been a year since they've made love.
There is a massive difference between having sex like a person in their 20s and not at all.
I think the OP is looking for some middle ground, not a 20yo nymphomaniac.

I do agree that therapy is the right move here, somewhere to speak about relationship issues in a regulated, honest and fair way.

I can see both sides of the coin here. Maybe some date nights, meals, treats, massages (with no expectation of sex) might go a long way to helping redevelop some intimacy?

Best of luck OP, be patient and kind, you guys will work this out.

Brian JC

I do try to make her feel good about herself. Small things like making sure she always gets lie ins at the weekend, making sure she gets time to herself when I’m home. I buy her her favorite chocs and flowers regularly (always have done). Almost daily I tell her how good she looks (honestly with no hidden agenda).
When we moved in together she shared details around how regularly it happened with 2 of her exes and that she really liked it. I think she was so used to seeing me as a friend.
I guess I feel that I’ve only been useful for pregnancies.
Even before her issues (mastectomy for genetic reasons) we never had it anywhere near as much as those exes.
It’s difficult because now she shows no interest in it at all.
I feel that I was never as important in a sexual way to her and will never feel what it’s like for her to be as attracted to me.
I wish she never told me all that she did about them.

eviltwin

How long ago was the surgery OP?

That has to have an absolutely huge impact on her and sense of self.

TheChizler

I get that you might be feeling that when she was others she seemed to be more sexual and when she's not now the problem is you, I think it's fairly understandable and valid that you might feel that way. But as others have said try to remember you're not the only change, lots of very significant things have happened to her that affect these things. Try to think of the obvious positive, she ended up wanting to be with you, that's why they're exes.

Brian JC

I do try to make her feel good about herself. Small things like making sure she always gets lie ins at the weekend, making sure she gets time to herself when I’m home. I buy her her favorite chocs and flowers regularly (always have done). Almost daily I tell her how good she looks (honestly with agenda).
Even before pregnancies or surgery (genetic reasons) we rarely did it.

When we moved in together she told me about how much she liked it with 2 exes and that she would do it with them very often. I wish she never shared that with me.

I feel like she never was as attracted to me and that hurts.

If she thought I preferred other girls and never showed her the same interest I am sure she wouldn’t like it.

I guess the main thing aside from what she shared with me is that I am just useful for pregnancies and should be thankful it’s happening at all after that

NewMan1982

The OP has said there was hardly any sex between them before all that stuff happened.
I don’t understand why everyone is trying to make him sound selfish.
Not having regular sex in a relationship would be a deal breaker for me.
There needs to be compromise from both sides and I agree counselling sounds like the best step.
It sounds like he has made all the compromise so far.

Clare Kat

Brian JC wrote: »

I do try to make her feel good about herself. Small things like making sure she always gets lie ins at the weekend, making sure she gets time to herself when I’m home. I buy her her favorite chocs and flowers regularly (always have done). Almost daily I tell her how good she looks (honestly with no hidden agenda).
When we moved in together she shared details around how regularly it happened with 2 of her exes and that she really liked it. I think she was so used to seeing me as a friend.
I guess I feel that I’ve only been useful for pregnancies.
Even before her issues (mastectomy for genetic reasons) we never had it anywhere near as much as those exes.
It’s difficult because now she shows no interest in it at all.
I feel that I was never as important in a sexual way to her and will never feel what it’s like for her to be as attracted to me.
I wish she never told me all that she did about them.

Fair enough Brian, you seem like a genuinely nice guy and very good husband material. Not sure why your wife told you all about her sexual past, but it certainly seems to have had a lasting impression. It’s not healthy for any relationship to make comparisons. Maybe she had a completely different sexual history with her exes, but at the end of the day... she chose you. Perhaps when she shared those experiences she wanted you to be more adventurous in the bedroom... I have no idea. What it has done is made you feel second fiddle at least in terms of the bedroom. Couples therapy sounds like a wonderful idea. Just a thought have you ever actually shared your feelings with her and by that I mean on a note/ card as opposed to when you are both lying close and you’ve already prepared yourself to be rejected. She might have a different perspective on it if it was addressed in a neutral setting. Its not a nice feeling to be rejected, especially if you are trying to do everything right. You are both very young. I do hope things improve for you both.

Batgurl

JCDUB wrote: »

OP never said his wife doesn't want sex like a woman in her 20s.
He said she doesn't want sex, at all.
It has been a year since they've made love.

3 kids, a mastectomy and a global pandemic probably causing her untold anxiety, I think most people would cut the woman some slack for not prioritising sex in the last 12 months.

Don’t get me wrong, I value sex very highly in a relationship. And I don’t begrudge the OP for wanting it more regularly. But he’s approaching this completely wrong. Comparing himself to her exes. His morbid fascination with her past. It’s unhealthy and probably inflaming the situation.

Edited to add: OP maybe you could benefit from some solo therapy to work through your feelings too. You clearly harbour some deep resentment towards your wife for her past life choices.

osarusan

Male perspective here.

Her telling you how regular/great her sex life was with other guys is just weird, even when you were just friends, and she can hardly expect you to forget that. My advice is to not talk about that in discussions though - don't compare with other relationships, just keep it focused on her feelings for you, and why those feelings so rarely extend to sexual attraction.


I don't see anything unreasonable about a guy wishing that his partner would be attracted to him in the same way as he is to her.

Seems like firstly, she isn't really all that attracted to you sexually (anymore? ever?), and secondly, this lack of attraction isn't something that bothers her, isn't something she sees as an issue to be resolved.

OP, you said that when this discussion happens, she 'tries to reassure you', but what does that actually mean? What does she actually say?

cannotlogin

Batgurl wrote: »

3 kids, no tits

Do you have an idea how offensive your post is to anyone who has ever required a mastectomy? I'm not one to get offended often but you really have zero tact, intelligence, compassion or maturity.

I cannot believe this is considered an acceptable comment on this forum.

Augme

You are not wrong at all to bring it up. A sexless marraige is a huge issue. And some of the justifications for your wives lack of interest in the 10 years you have been married are a bit strange.

Your wife seems to have made no effort or attempt to change anything or improve the situation or look into reasons why this might be happening which is very worrying. If she really cared or felt it was important she would at least make some effort rather than empty promises and lies.

I don't she an issue with bringing up her past sex life as I assume the reason you know about it is because she told you in the first place so she can hardly take the high horse on that one. Sounds like she is though in an attempt to shut down the conversation which again is very worrying as it seems she just wants to keep going with a sexless marraige and she is expecting you to give in and accept that.

You need to have a long hard think about what you think the future of this marraige is going to look like and what you want your future to be.

I would normally suggest therapy but she seems beyond that tbh. I would expect her to refuse or say yes just to appease you with the intention of never changing. People can only change if they recognise there is an issue and the big problem is she thinks a year without sex isn't an issue.

Maybe it is time to think life without your wife or discuss the idea of you finding someone else who will give you what you want.

Batgurl

cannotlogin wrote: »

Do you have an idea how offensive your post is to anyone who has ever required a mastectomy? I'm not one to get offended often but you really have zero fact, intelligence, compassion or maturity.

I cannot believe this is considered an acceptable comment on this forum.

Very familiar with the feelings a procedure like this creates actually! The OP doesn’t seem to be though.

Thank you though for proving how emotive a topic it can be. Now imagine how his wife feels.

cannotlogin

Batgurl wrote: »

Very familiar with the feelings a procedure like this creates actually! The OP doesn’t seem to be though.

Thank you though for proving how emotive a topic it can be. Now imagine how his wife feels.

He didn't make the comment you did. At least own it. Did it ever occur to you that maybe if she is feeling self conscious or inadequate it's related to comments such as yours?

This is off topic and not helping the op so I'm out.

Batgurl

cannotlogin wrote: »

He didn't make the comment you did. At least own it. Did it ever occur to you that maybe if she is feeling self conscious or inadequate it's related to comments such as yours?

This is off topic and not helping the op so I'm out.

I’ll absolutely own it. As do others I know who say it.

I think I’ve absolutely helped the OP by sharing my insights. I hope he finds it useful and takes on board both our messages.

Clare Kat

osarusan wrote: »

You are dealing with a re-reg troll who has created literally thousands of accounts to spread their alpha-male PUA garbage. Ignore them, they and their posts (and yours, and mine) will be nuked soon.

For your information I just signed up to boards recently and you might want to look at my earlier responses to this post. I’ve beeb quite sympathetic to Brian, and have made some suggestions unlike yourself who prefers to attack my post. I feel sorry for you.

laserlad2010

Hi OP, this is a difficult situation.

I think that the worrying sign was the level of sex before children - your wife didn't seem to have the most vigorous appetite then.
It's very common that couples would have sexual difficulties after children and this is compounded by the fact that your wife has had a mastectomy.
I couldn't possibly comprehend what it's like but I understand that for some women losing their breasts can destroy their idea of their own femininity and that can be difficult to deal with.

On the other hand, you've posted for advice, not your wife. I would ignore the aggressive comments about "3 kids, no tits" in an attempt to shame you for your feelings.
It can be troubling to compare yourself to previous partners but it really is pointless, as you are comparing younger versions of yourselves with older.

Your wife has clearly established the level of sexual activity with which she is comfortable, i.e. none.
That is not acceptable for you - so you initially should try to address that (which you have)
I would recommend assessing your relationship to ensure that you benefit equally in terms of workload, and then go the extra mile to ensure that she is well supported. Give her space and support to rediscover her own libido.
If your sexual activity doesn't improve after this, then you must decide whether you are happy to continue in this vein, or whether you want to pursue sexual and personal happiness elsewhere - I must stress that you need to be truthful and honest with yourself and your wife in this regard.

It is perfectly acceptable to separate and continue to support your wife so that she can continue to live her life as she chooses (which she is currently doing) and you can begin to live your life as you choose (which you are not doing).

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HS

While I'm not saying that has happened here, I do think some women settle for the steadier, less exciting, more reliable guy to have a family with when they get older. Whether this is subconcious or not, I don't know.om I know one case of a friend where it was deliberate.

OP, I don't know if there is much you can do other then seek counselling and again try and talk to your partner about how you feel about your lack of a sex life. I do believe that no one should have to live in a marriage where they are regularly made to feel rejected, and frankly, I think having young kids as an excuse to avoid having a sex life is trotted out too easily.

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bee06

OP, the fact that you’ve never had a regular sex life is a huge red flag plus her telling you all about her other relationships ... that’s very strange.

It’s normal to get into a rut after babies for many reasons but to be honest it kind of sounds like she only got together with you so she could have kids.

I think you need to decide if you are ok to keep going the way you are or end the marriage because I’d be surprised if she is just going to change now.

Clare Kat

Clare Kat wrote: »

For your information I just signed up to boards recently and you might want to look at my earlier responses to this post. I’ve beeb quite sympathetic to Brian, and have made some suggestions unlike yourself who prefers to attack my post. I feel sorry for you.

My apologies osarusan. That was meant for Valencia Orange

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blue note

It's a big problem OP, sorry if you were hoping it was a simple one to fix.

I see you've already gotten the advice of essentially trying to woo her. From reading these threads it's the first thing guys generally try. You've tried talking to her and she's turned it back on you or made promises to try and not followed through.

Bringing up the exes was a terrible idea. All you can do is apologise for that and not being out up again. If you do get into a conversation about the lack of sex again apologise and move on. Don't let the whole conversation be about that. There's a bigger issue that does need a resolution.

If talking between you hasn't helped, maybe a relationship sex therapist can. It might focus her and force her to deal with it. I'm assuming you're willing to do just about anything for it but she hasn't really given anything yet.

If she won't agree to that, there's a good chance your options are a sexless marriage (which some people are okay with) or looking at a change. Very complicated of course especially with the kids. But if I was in your shoes I'd want to make a decision on it, even if that decision is to be in a sexless marriage.

Good luck OP.

Kalimah

Probably don't bring up exes again OP. It's not a good idea. I think some others might have hit the nail on the head, as difficult as it is to hear it, and that is you are the one she settled for. You sound like a nice guy, but not having sex for a year in a marriage is not right. I'm married well over 30 years and probably am approaching twice your age, and if I thought there was to be no more sex ever again....

Sex and intimacy is a huge part of a successful marriage, and in a sense it's part of the contract between two people with exceptions on occasion of course! I really feel for you OP. You will have to talk to her and lay your cards on the table and tell her you're very unhappy about the situation.

Someone else said earlier that the excuse of having young kids is trotted out too easily to avoid sex, and that I totally agree with.

bitofabind

It's not a nice thing to hear, but I'm getting a sense that the woman chose the solid reliable guy to settle down and have a family with, and minimised the importance of sexual attraction. If sex was never a regular thing, and there's clear evidence that she's not asexual and had a healthy drive with other men, only has sex with her husband to get pregnant - it's a bit of a walks like a duck, quacks like a duck situation to me.

The pregnancies and mastectomy are immaterial, the OP's wife wasn't having sex with him before these events either. If it suddenly stopped or the pattern dramatically changed after, then it'd be relevant.

OP - this sounds soul-destroying. I can't imagine living with that much rejection, feeling like you can't be intimate with your wife, and then getting nowhere when you try to bring it up.

I'd urge you to think about what life will look like years down the road if this doesn't change. Can you live without sex indefinitely? What would that do to your sense of self-esteem and self-confidence? Will resentment and anger grow? If this is really a deal-breaker for you, you need to express how incredibly painful and intolerable this is to your wife and come to an agreement on what you do next as a couple. Solid next steps with a timeline, not some wishy washy promise to change. Maybe therapy, individual as well as couples', maybe a schedule, maybe a trial separation. She needs to know what's at stake if she doesn't change.

Batgurl

Batgurl wrote: »

3 pregnancies, childbirths and what sounds like breast cancer and a mastectomy? And you wonder why she doesn’t want sex like a women in her 20’s?

It always amazes men how men still don’t get how that woman’s body changes after kids and how they expect everything to be the same. Add in a mastectomy and the poor woman probably hates her body and sex is the last thing on her mind when she feels like ****.

Therapy is a good recommendation OP. You should also make an effort to make her feel desirable. Instead of making her feel crap for not making you feel pleasure regularly enough.

Far to much disdain in this post. They haven't had sex in a year. Dont be throwing all the blame on the man.

Clare Kat

Brian JC wrote: »

Really want advice from females here.

My wife and I are together 10 years and are in late 30s. We have 3 children. We have a happy marriage and are nearly always in the same page.

When we first met she was in a relationship, but we struck up a good friendship. 4-5 years later we got together (I always fancied her). She had a number boyfriends over that time and I know from what she told me that she had regular sex with one or two of them. She dumped me and we got back together 6 months later. In that time she was with someone else and I know they had regular sex as well.

The only times we’ve ever had regular sex was for pregnancies.

When I try it on I always get rejected. I would say we have sex every couple of months at an absolute maximum..,, now it’s been a full year

Since we got back together she has had a mastectomy and i’ve had bereavements in my immediate family - we’ve had a lot to deal with.

I brought it up recently (have tried to over the years, but ends in a row or false promises of change) that we never do it and that makes me feel rejected and like a failure of a man. She has tried to reassure me, but I know she had no interest in anything resembling weekly/fortnightly sex.

I know that she had more sex with exes and I told her I feel that in a physical sense she preferred then to me..... she was furious and said it is wrong to bring up the past.

Am I wrong to feel such rejection and am I wrong to feel that she fancied them more?? Am I wrong to even bring it up?

Brian, just a thought. You say that since you got back together your wife has had a mastectomy. Depending on the type of breast cancer and also the treatments she received, libido can be greatly affected. Her hormones are probably all over the shop never mind everything else. While I realize you had infrequent sex prior, this could definitely be a contributing factor. Would she attend a GP with you so you both could address this as she may be resistant to therapy? It’s worth a shot as you don’t happy at all and the lack of intimacy will eventually cause huge resentment.

Yellow pack crisps

Having a mastectomy is tough and brings all sorts of physical and mental problems, has she dealt with this in any way? You don’t say how long ago this was? How often she had sex with exes is not really relevant, the fact is , is that your marriage lacks intimacy is. You seem to have gotten it into your head that she has used you as sperm donor, that’s pretty unhealthy and will have you being very resentful to her, you might not even realise that. In return she has to do the work also to rectify your relationship before it leads to an end. You both need a therapist whether together or separately only you can decide that. Whether people like it or not, no sex in a marriage eventually leads down a dark path and affects both parties life in lots of intricate ways. It’s part of a healthy relationship.

blue note

I wouldn't agree at all with the people saying that she settled for him. It's possible if course. But also possible that she just got bored of sex with him.

Getting women aroused is different to men more often than not. To be honest, if I see a bit of cleavage from my wife I'm ready to go. Whereas women tend to require more excitement. It's often said that when the woman is always turning the man down for sex, it's not that her desire for sexual fulfilment has disappeared. The problem is that the same sex she's used to isn't doing anything for her.

So when relationships are new, having sex with a new person is excitement in itself. She's having more sex because she's enjoying it. A few years down the line it isn't having the same effect, so she gives up.

There's plenty of ways to spice up the sex - toys, costumes, outdoors, role play, taping it. Basically anything you're both happy to try. But if the OP has brought it up with her and she's gone on the offensive with him and turned it back on him, or promised to try but done nothing it's a problem. Maybe she'd enjoy some spanking, but that needs to come from her. He can't just start hitting her some day and hope for the best. He can suggest things to try, but if she's not receptive he can't do much about it.

Being honest, he's brought it up as a major issue for him and she's ignoring it. She's being selfish. I'd be ashamed of myself if my wife came to me with something she was really upset about and I chose to ignore it because I didn't want to deal with.

H8GHOTI

Brian JC wrote: »

...She dumped me and we got back together 6 months later. In that time she was with someone else and I know they had regular sex as well...

How long were you together before this breakup? What was the reason for the split?

This 6 month thing doesn’t sound good. It’s a short time, to break up, find someone new, break up with the new guy and get back with you. Any chance she was having an affair? Did she dump him to get back with you because she regretted breaking up? Or she got dumped, so she was alone and decided why not give it another shot with you?

So before the split, sex was infrequent? During this 6 months her sex drive suddenly appeared again and then disappeared once ye got back together? Ya you are right to be concerned and feel bad about it.

By the way, how do you know that she was having regular sex during this time? Did she tell you and if yes, why?

99nsr125

Brian JC wrote: »

Really want advice from females here.

My wife and I are together 10 years and are in late 30s. We have 3 children. We have a happy marriage and are nearly always in the same page.

When we first met she was in a relationship, but we struck up a good friendship. 4-5 years later we got together (I always fancied her). She had a number boyfriends over that time and I know from what she told me that she had regular sex with one or two of them. She dumped me and we got back together 6 months later. In that time she was with someone else and I know they had regular sex as well.

The only times we’ve ever had regular sex was for pregnancies.

When I try it on I always get rejected. I would say we have sex every couple of months at an absolute maximum..,, now it’s been a full year

Since we got back together she has had a mastectomy and i’ve had bereavements in my immediate family - we’ve had a lot to deal with.

I brought it up recently (have tried to over the years, but ends in a row or false promises of change) that we never do it and that makes me feel rejected and like a failure of a man. She has tried to reassure me, but I know she had no interest in anything resembling weekly/fortnightly sex.

I know that she had more sex with exes and I told her I feel that in a physical sense she preferred then to me..... she was furious and said it is wrong to bring up the past.

Am I wrong to feel such rejection and am I wrong to feel that she fancied them more?? Am I wrong to even bring it up?

No you're not wrong to feel rejection

No you're not wrong to feel that she fancied them more

No you're not wrong to even bring it up


Intimacy is important, it is part of a relationship, without it you will feel alone

cj maxx

No ,OP, you're not wrong to bring up the issue. Having sex regularly with your partner is ,well, regular.
From your post I pick up a resentment at being a baby maker and not much else in the bed department, also imo ,a fair enough one.
Though I don't think it would be wise to bring it up outside of a session with a marriage counselor.
There's a lot of stuff to talk through. The sex , your wife's cancer or fear of it ( I'm guessing), your feelings in all of this.
Not something you'd want to do without a trained person to help you.

Purple Mountain

Female here.
No you're not wrong to feel rejected and you're absolutely within your right to bring it up.
I don't know how you worded the conversation about her past sexual experiences, maybe she thought you were being spiteful, but definitely leaving that aside, you need to address the lack of physical contact and she should explain herself and either agree to seek help or support or else admit that maybe she doesn't love you in the romantic way.
You've been very patient, it's time for her to bite the bullet now and tell you where you stand.

suicide_circus

a serious chat needed, you sound more like her sperm donor than her life partner but 3 kids and a mastectomy later it's gonna be hard to turn that around.

Idle Passerby

I find it strange that her sex life with previous partners is something that has come up apparently multiple times between ye. Does she tell you this stuff of her own accord or is it something you've questioned her about?

If she is content not having a sex life with you it makes no sense that she'd voluntarily be telling you she enjoyed it with others. Is she trying to humiliate you? If on the other hand you know because you question her, then theres a lot more to the problem than just her lack of sex drive.

Based on what you've said, it does seem to me that she chose you to be a father to her kids and may not have ever been attracted to you. But knowing why her intimate past is a topic up for discussion would be telling.

The chan chan man

Women never understand this, nor do men who have never been through it. “Go and have a w@nk..” is what i got before.. No one gets that what you’re missing is basic human connection and the feeling of being wanted, being desired and that someone loves you.

I don’t have the Silver bullet answer OP, but 3 years of therapy helped us. I completely understand where you’re coming from. Don’t let people make you think you’re being selfish.

Esse85

Brian JC wrote: »

Really want advice from females here.

My wife and I are together 10 years and are in late 30s. We have 3 children. We have a happy marriage and are nearly always in the same page.

When we first met she was in a relationship, but we struck up a good friendship. 4-5 years later we got together (I always fancied her). She had a number boyfriends over that time and I know from what she told me that she had regular sex with one or two of them. She dumped me and we got back together 6 months later. In that time she was with someone else and I know they had regular sex as well.

The only times we’ve ever had regular sex was for pregnancies.

When I try it on I always get rejected. I would say we have sex every couple of months at an absolute maximum..,, now it’s been a full year

Since we got back together she has had a mastectomy and i’ve had bereavements in my immediate family - we’ve had a lot to deal with.

I brought it up recently (have tried to over the years, but ends in a row or false promises of change) that we never do it and that makes me feel rejected and like a failure of a man. She has tried to reassure me, but I know she had no interest in anything resembling weekly/fortnightly sex.

I know that she had more sex with exes and I told her I feel that in a physical sense she preferred then to me..... she was furious and said it is wrong to bring up the past.

Am I wrong to feel such rejection and am I wrong to feel that she fancied them more?? Am I wrong to even bring it up?

"Happy marriage and nearly always on the same page"

Well clearly ye are not.

After the first time she dumped you, and told you she was sleeping with others, you should of ran.

Before the kids came along, did she have a career? Who pays the bills?

Sounds like your seen as the provider, someone who'll pay the bills, provide sperm for babies and be a steady Eddie.

Your comparison and need to discuss and mention her sex life with exs screams of insecurity.

Coybig_

bitofabind wrote: »

It's not a nice thing to hear, but I'm getting a sense that the woman chose the solid reliable guy to settle down and have a family with, and minimised the importance of sexual attraction. If sex was never a regular thing, and there's clear evidence that she's not asexual and had a healthy drive with other men, only has sex with her husband to get pregnant - it's a bit of a walks like a duck, quacks like a duck situation to me..

This is the case OP. I would question just how attracted to you she actually is, she seemed to come to you as a last resort after 5 years of you pining after her. 5 years of her trying out other men and then finally making her way around to the last fella left waiting around? Then, when he finally got together, she isnt interested in sex and also she dumped you to try and make it work with someone else?

Sounds like that guy wasnt as reliable as you and she made a conscious choice for Mr.Reliable to be her husband and the father of her kids, knowing you'd be delighted to be with her. So she returned to a guy she clearly had little to no sexual interest in.

Can't see how this changes OP, you can't force someone to be attracted to you, and if you make sex a big deal here then she will start resenting you and the topic quick. In short, even if you get it, it's not going to be a pleasurable experience for either party. Cant see how counselling will help either tbh, if I go to counselling with someone I'm not physically attracted to, I'm still not going to be physically attracted to them after counselling.

NewMan1982

Coybig_ wrote: »

This is the case OP. I would question just how attracted to you she actually is, she seemed to come to you as a last resort after 5 years of you pining after her. 5 years of her trying out other men and then finally making her way around to the last fella left waiting around? Then, when he finally got together, she isnt interested in sex and also she dumped you to try and make it work with someone else?

Sounds like that guy wasnt as reliable as you and she made a conscious choice for Mr.Reliable to be her husband and the father of her kids, knowing you'd be delighted to be with her. So she returned to a guy she clearly had little to no sexual interest in.

Can't see how this changes OP, you can't force someone to be attracted to you, and if you make sex a big deal here then she will start resenting you and the topic quick. In short, even if you get it, it's not going to be a pleasurable experience for either party. Cant see how counselling will help either tbh, if I go to counselling with someone I'm not physically attracted to, I'm still not going to be physically attracted to them after counselling.

We don’t know for sure that is the reason. Give counselling a shot but be prepared to leave if it does not work.

A sexless marriage isn’t realistic for anyone to accept.

Others mentioning the OP is insecure about exes. Of course he is, he’s hearing they got regular sex and he hasn’t. Of course that would play on your mind.

guitarhappy

Maybe she'd be just as happy if you got a little something going on the side. No need to mope around forever hoping to change her. Carpe Diem!

Esse85

Counselling is only an option if both parties are open to it.

From what the OP has said, it doesn't sound like this is a counselling agenda because regular sex has never been on the cards in this relationship from day 1.

There should be no need to focus on how much sex other ex's got in the past Newman1982? How will this help the OP going forward?

shesty

Look I won't lie, as a woman, 3 kids, especially small ones, does not do anything for the sex life.Between the births and then the exhaustion from just getting through the day,it is very hard to feel any bit of enthusiasm for sex a lot of the time.

Sounds like there were other problems first though OP. The exes should be long left behind at this point, particularly her sex life with them.In some ways, they should not even be discussed.The big elephant in the room of not having much sex even before the kids came though - that needs counselling.Something is going on there and it is probably something that is best brought out in therapy of some sort.

NewMan1982

Esse85 wrote: »

Counselling is only an option if both parties are open to it.

From what the OP has said, it doesn't sound like this is a counselling agenda because regular sex has never been on the cards in this relationship from day 1.

There should be no need to focus on how much sex other ex's got in the past Newman1982? How will this help the OP going forward?

It’s not going to help going forward. It is perfectly natural to wonder why others had it though and become insecure about it.

Do you disagree? Do you think it’s not normal for this to become something you’d be insecure about?

Esse85

NewMan1982 wrote: »

It’s not going to help going forward. It is perfectly natural to wonder why others had it though and become insecure about it.

Do you disagree? Do you think it’s not normal for this to become something you’d be insecure about?

The only comparisons that should be made are what was our sex life like when we first entered a relationship versus what's it like now? Obviously it'll have been more active pre kids etc.

That is the important part.

But to compare it to how often previous ex's had sex with your current partner serves nobody, it's a recipe for disaster, as this situation is proving.

osarusan

Esse85 wrote: »

But to compare it to how often previous ex's had sex with your current partner serves nobody, it's a recipe for disaster, as this situation is proving.

Hard for the OP to get it out of their head though.


For some bizarre reason, when they were still friends, his now-wife told him about how frequently she was having sex with her boyfriends and how much she liked it. He's not going to forget that, and when they became an item, the OP probably imagined that they'd be having much the same sex life.

It may not be helpful in discussions (and I advised the OP not to mention it), but it's understandable for the OP to wonder why this woman who was once so openly enthusiastic about sex has never shown any similar enthusiasm for sex with him.

It would probably be better for everybody if she'd never shared that particular piece of information with him.