Describe yourself as you are right now.

RhubarbCrumble · 12-08-2014 11:39AM

x Purple Pawprints x wrote: »

Doing an experiment

Not contacting anyone first to see who wants to talk to me for a change. Not really working out that well.

I've tried that, and even though in the back of my mind I knew anyway, it has confirmed that my brother is a selfish f***er! Last time I was in contact with him was 3 1/2 months ago, and that was only because his (lovely and too good for him) girlfriend asked to meet up. She lives almost 3 hours away, he lives about 30 minutes away, yet I'm in contact with her almost every day.

It's not your fault Purple Pawprints, so don't think that and don't blame yourself. Some people only care about themselves.

x Purple Pawprints x · 12-08-2014 11:48AM

Thanks so much for the reply RhubarbCrumble. I really appreciate it. I'm trying not to feel down about it tbh.

Corkgirl210 · 12-08-2014 02:45PM

contented, settled, loving & comfortable with self ..

TommieBoy · 12-08-2014 05:34PM

x Purple Pawprints x wrote: »

Doing an experiment

Not contacting anyone first to see who wants to talk to me for a change. Not really working out that well.

So...

Lonely
Invisible
Disappointed

x, please dont

ever feel this way for too long or get too low... they (whoever they are) are not worth your self-esteem... reach out especially when you dont feel like it, it did me a world of good a few weeks back...

so, my three words of how I feel are... this:
XppxIS WORTHSOMUCHMORETHANWHATANYONEDOESORDOESNTDO, YERTRULYBEAUTIFULGIIIIIIRRRRL!

i mean it