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  • Registered Users Posts: 62 ✭✭molly77


    Hi all ye non smokers:D

    Well Day 18 :) dont even know how i am still here:rolleyes:

    Today another BAD day, lots of craving,s, still though i am not tempeted to buy 20. Thank God (shop only 2 mins away). Wondering when de day will arrive when i dont think about de EVIL ones. :(

    Well tomorrow another day.
    best of luck everyone and Stay FAG Free :):):):):):):):)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,655 ✭✭✭1966


    regular pangs today but have resisted and have eaten like a horse all day long....................hope this doesn't go on cause I can't afford to put on too much weight.

    why does this have to be sooooooooooooooo hard ???


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 12,408 ✭✭✭✭Sardonicat


    Day 8 :)

    From reading your posts it seems that the end of week 2 is the "wall". It's good to have the heads up, gives me a chance to prepare myself. Helps to know what to expect.

    Keep it up guys, your my inspiration. I need ye as a benchmark!

    Sardo :p


  • Registered Users Posts: 35 Dalan


    stella09 wrote: »
    Im baaaack!! :D I think yesterday could have been my worser worst worstest day EVER....:mad::eek: but i have just read through all the comments and posts form all of yous and thanks soooo much!
    I was doubting myself all day yesterday and kept fighting myself from going into shop with my 8.55..
    Today is a brand new day and this boards is really really helpin!!:cool:

    keep it up everyone! ye are doing GREAT!!! :D:D:D

    Stella that's really well done! It would have been so easy to give up all the hard work you've put into quitting, so it's great to know you had the strength to come back. The whyquit.com site has a lot about it's not so much that smoking is so hard to give up, it's that it's so easy to start doing again. I'm off the nicotine fix for three weeks now; still have treacherous little thoughts ("junkie thinking") every day at some point about how nice and oh wouldn't it be great; but I really do appreciate the physical differences already there about not stinking and not coughing up a gobful of cigarette tar every morning, and so, for today at least, I don't intend going back. Good luck yourself with your own resolution, good luck to all on the thread who are finding the way to beat the addiction...


  • Registered Users Posts: 35 Dalan


    "Recovery is a temporary period of adjustment. It's a period of transition from the daily needs of the endlessly feeding addict who occupied center stage in our lives, to the relaxed and comfortable us no longer tied to the endless roller-coaster of nicotine highs and lows." (John Polito)


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  • Closed Accounts Posts: 1 ciara10


    Hi All,
    Gave up smoking 8 days ago. I am 36 years old and have been smoking ciggarettes since I was 16 years old so was smoking 20 years!! I was smoking up to twenty ciggies a day. I am currently using the 25mg Patches. my cravings aren't so bad and can control them now but I believe that i will now never smoke again after the week I have put in already I simply cannot go back now only forward!. I have some side effects though that I am wondering are normal? I am constantly tired so tired infact that I would gladly lie down on the side of the road if I thought that I could get some sleep. I am sleeping well at night but can't wait to get into bed in the evening and can't get out of bed in the morning! My eyes are constantly sore from tiredness. Is this normal and when will I begin to feel better? I feel aches in my lungs even though I am breathing much better and can feel my heart racing at times. I don'y think I could possibly go cold turkey without the aid of the patches, it is not an option for me. let me know if I am normal!


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 5,650 ✭✭✭sensibleken


    ciara10 wrote: »
    Hi All,
    Gave up smoking 8 days ago. I am 36 years old and have been smoking ciggarettes since I was 16 years old so was smoking 20 years!! I was smoking up to twenty ciggies a day. I am currently using the 25mg Patches. my cravings aren't so bad and can control them now but I believe that i will now never smoke again after the week I have put in already I simply cannot go back now only forward!. I have some side effects though that I am wondering are normal? I am constantly tired so tired infact that I would gladly lie down on the side of the road if I thought that I could get some sleep. I am sleeping well at night but can't wait to get into bed in the evening and can't get out of bed in the morning! My eyes are constantly sore from tiredness. Is this normal and when will I begin to feel better? I feel aches in my lungs even though I am breathing much better and can feel my heart racing at times. I don'y think I could possibly go cold turkey without the aid of the patches, it is not an option for me. let me know if I am normal!

    Hi Ciara. I got extreme tiredness when on the patches too. Im doing it cold turkey this time around and have almost too much energy.

    Aches in the lungs are normal as is your heart racing. It does calm down as your body adjusts.


  • Registered Users Posts: 62 ✭✭molly77


    Hi all hope ye,re doing well.

    Craving,s again today, pissed off them at this stage. :mad: Bought myself a tin of Quality Street:p

    I have cum to de conclusion that this is going to take time.
    Common sense I have been smoking 30 years, its like u lost ur best friend. Cant just forget about them in a few weeks.
    Need a few months to get used to been an non smoker:) and hopefully then i wont even think about them evil yokes :D

    Keep going Guys We can beat them together. :):):):):):):):)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,655 ✭✭✭1966


    well just back from work and today wasn't too bad to be honest - was so busy in work I really didnt have time to think about a break / ciggie.
    hope tonight goes so smoothly.
    it seems to be one easyish day followed by a few killers ?


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 827 ✭✭✭Wolflikeme


    Day 36.

    First few times out on the beer were touch and go, but otherwise doing good. I guess I find it easier as I've made the decision I just don't want to be a smoker. I found it a lot harder when I wanted to smoke but tried to quit.


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  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 83 ✭✭Follow the Plan


    Christ its tough, my fav smoke was in the evening when the work was done. I miss that one most of all. Still off them tho.


  • Registered Users Posts: 1,089 ✭✭✭Shazanne


    You still out there Rraff?
    Just wondering how the e-cig is working out for you?
    PM me if you dont want to say publicly.
    Thanks:)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 12,408 ✭✭✭✭Sardonicat


    Day 10


  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Hi Molly and all! :)

    I am on day.....? Which must be a good sign cuz in the past I would know how many days....hours...mins....secs....! Anyways it was last sunday week coming I think...the first week was not too bad...got hit with some real stressful situations.....one so bad I asked the giver of the stress for a cancer stink and fate leaped in........they had run out....that was two days ago...lesson...avoid other smokers just for a bit....give yourself space.....I do feel its right for me to stop, in agreement to the other thread follower's comment.....I really do feel that ever lighting up and inhaling another fag for me is a complete no no, one puff thats it I am back on....tried and tested! So no matter how hard and the last couple of days have been....although today wasn't bad at all...real hard! Sorry I am ranting which I am doing alot lately!!! lol I have some help to share....it worked for me....I read it every nite and a paragraph every morning...I listened to it for the first couple of days.....mc2.com.....quit smoking.....I can't tell you why it worked for me.....like the comment made by the other threader!!! If you really want to stop.....and I did....I found the utube short video by mc2...my kick off them.....and am still off them.......smiling big :)))) pain or no pain...they are filthy, expensive, stinking con sticks......sorry again for the rant and know this.......if you could make one great effective decision to better your life in an instant..............its to quit! You're all fabulous and smell gorgeous!!!! x


  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Hi Molly and all! :)

    I am on day.....? Which must be a good sign cuz in the past I would know how many days....hours...mins....secs....! Anyways it was last sunday week coming I think...the first week was not too bad...got hit with some real stressful situations.....one so bad I asked the giver of the stress for a cancer stink and fate leaped in........they had run out....that was two days ago...lesson...avoid other smokers just for a bit....give yourself space.....I do feel its right for me to stop, in agreement to the other thread follower's comment.....I really do feel that ever lighting up and inhaling another fag for me is a complete no no, one puff thats it I am back on....tried and tested! So no matter how hard and the last couple of days have been....although today wasn't bad at all...real hard! Sorry I am ranting which I am doing alot lately!!! lol I have some help to share....it worked for me....I read it every nite and a paragraph every morning...I listened to it for the first couple of days.....mc2.com.....quit smoking.....I can't tell you why it worked for me.....like the comment made by the other threader!!! If you really want to stop.....and I did....I found the utube short video by mc2...my kick off them.....and am still off them.......smiling big :)))) pain or no pain...they are filthy, expensive, stinking con sticks......sorry again for the rant and know this.......if you could make one great effective decision to better your life in an instant..............its to quit! You're all fabulous and smell gorgeous!!!! x


  • Registered Users Posts: 17 Ricekrispie


    Male, gave up almost two years ago after a small routine operation that had me in hospital for three days and probably helped me over the real craving bump. Now 39, had smoked more or less full-time from about aged 19 or 20 - on average between 8 and 14 a day. Had given up once, about seven years ago for 3 months or so and went back on them. Now off them almost two years. Still think of them fondly every now and then but never have the real urge to have one. Have smoked the odd bit of a cigar (about three times) since quitting, but didn't make me want to smoke again. Feel much better now that I'm off them. Took up running four months ago (because I had put on weight in past year) and now can jog 4km non-stop and do it about three or four times a week! Can't believe that myself.......... Worth keeping at it!


  • Registered Users Posts: 62 ✭✭molly77


    Hi all

    Well 21 days without fags, Last few days very hard, going out tonite for my first drink without fags:mad: have 3 drinks only:)
    40 a day habit
    Total
    21 days = 840 fags I did,nt smoke:)wow
    saved € 357
    tomorrow week 4 and it fecking better get easier, or i will be gone crazy:D
    best of luck guys, noticed a few people did,nt post here this week?


  • Registered Users Posts: 112 ✭✭sniffingchimp


    molly77 wrote: »
    Hi all

    Well 21 days without fags, Last few days very hard, going out tonite for my first drink without fags:mad: have 3 drinks only:)
    40 a day habit
    Total
    21 days = 840 fags I did,nt smoke:)wow
    saved € 357
    tomorrow week 4 and it fecking better get easier, or i will be gone crazy:D
    best of luck guys, noticed a few people did,nt post here this week?

    Best of luck with the drinks tonight hon - it's tough with the drink but if you feel yourself slipping and edging towards having one keep strong or just remove yourself from the pub and head on home.... you're doing incredibly well and it's one of the biggest challenges (the pub) so just take small steps...

    17 days for me, 20 a day habit and it's still tricky, especially when socialising! Hang in there.


  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Fab re the running...............I love it....:) Running off the fags is gonna be too sweet...first long one tomorrow......I love reading threaders who have been off fags a long time......it motivates me to keep off them, I don't want to survive another day...I want to feel like a non smoker and stop the monkeys jumping on my back with fag thoughts....grrrrrrr.....I found the first week easy enough....the second has been very difficult and obsessive.......the freezing dark weather doesn't help...lol everywhere I look I see smoke sitting densely in front of me....hanging like a cruel temptress from chimneys......!


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 593 ✭✭✭Rockery Woman


    Im off the fags a week now - hurrah!!!:D

    But I feel like someone jumped on my chest and Im coughing all day - hope I start to feel some positive effects soon!


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  • Registered Users Posts: 22 Money Tree


    19 days and counting for me now and am happy to report i managed to clear the first big hurdle last night by enjoying a night out without smoking.


  • Registered Users Posts: 62 ✭✭molly77


    Hi all
    Went to pub last nite but did,nt smoke. on edge all nite long, only had 3 drinks, didnt enjoy de nite one bit, not much of a drinking person been there done that.
    No lies
    This morning bad SMOKED 2 fags:mad::mad::mad::mad: So i need HELP badly.
    I am finding it very hard, most of my day is thinking about them, I dont want to go back smoking 40 a day again
    :(
    HELP


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 7,368 ✭✭✭bladespin


    Hi all, I started smoking after my intercert back in 1990, was on them the best part of 18 years :( tried to give them up (usually half hearted attempts) without any success until I found out my partner was pregnant with our first abay in April 2008, I stopped the next day and haven't gone back, been tempted may times but all I have to do is think of my little man and the craving goes.
    The pub was the toughest part, but as we were having a baby out social life got considerably quieter so it wasn't soo much of an issue, I've been around smokers since, sometines it would bring on a craving but after a while (few months) it stopped bothering me as well,.
    I consider myself a non-smoker now and can't ever see myself going back, if I can get off them anyone can, keep the faith and have a good reason to stop.

    MasteryDarts Ireland - Master your game!



  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Hi Molly!!!

    Don't give up! :) Check out mc2 easy method to quit smoking on utube.....its only 10 minutes and boy is it good to motivate you.......am off the con sticks 13 days and when it gets tough I listen again......went out last nite for the first time....woke this morning thrilled to bits as a). no hang over and b). no smoking......so chuft its worth all the cravings.....which get easier....weaker.....less frequent........I hope you stick at it.....:)


  • Registered Users Posts: 54 ✭✭dozydelilah


    Hi everyone. This is my 7th day smoke free... I cannot believe it??? I'm taking champix, and I don't know how they work but they must!! There's no way I could manage this on my own.. I had to beg the doctor for it, specially cause I'm on so many other meds!!! But went on it three weeks ago. I didn't think it as working cause I still didn't want to get Tony quit date. I actually padtvit by a week, but then I had no choice cause I had told everyone I was going to!!!! Touch wood it hasn't been bad so far!!! I really am in shock!!
    Iv tried everything in the past, gum, pAtches, hypnosis 4 times!!!! And felt every Minuit I managed before!!! I'm so excited to never smoke again!!!!


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 18 cailindeas25


    Molly, I hope you are finding things easier now. Same happened to me after 10 weeks on my first attempt. But I made the mistake of thinking it was okay and fell back into the smoking trap and I stayed away from boards coz I felt guilty. It's good that you're logging your feeling here. Back on the wagon with ya, you'll get loads of support here :) Back off them four months now and I think a wee slip up just reinforces your will to keep off them the next time around.Best of luck :)


  • Registered Users Posts: 22 Money Tree


    Im off them 3 weeks tonight but have found this weekend very difficult. Just logging on here is a great help to me. Keep up the good work everyone


  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Today has been up and down! I feel great that I have stopped and am not nearly obsessing about them as much, but just now have had three or four big.......poke's for a ciggy......just getting a bit peed off with the prospects of having to deal with them for the rest of my life????? They only last for a second..........BUT feel very proud and best of all.........my fingers and toes are warm, when I go to bed I fall asleep which I had not been doing at all when smoking, it was taking me hours to fall asleep! The pains I was having in my legs have disappeared........and I ran for 1hr16mins on Sat!!! :) I am so happy to be off them...................good luck and stick to yer guns people!!! :)


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 104 ✭✭NavanEPS


    HI All - and Molly77 get back on that wagon!

    I am off them 6 months and still get the odd "thought" I would like a ciggie but just remind myself of how I would have to go through the first few weeks again. NO! I could not do it - I worked so hard to give them up, it wasn't easy, so there is no way I will do that again. So if I can't do it again, and I don't want to die from a smoking related disease then I had better stay off them. IT IS THAT SIMPLE!
    I still come on to boards to see how other people are doing and to remind myself how difficult it was at week 1, week 3 etc etc.
    But you know what - IT DOES GET MUCH EASIER
    Good luck to all who are off them and to all those who are trying - we have two choices - smoke or don't smoke

    PS I smoked for 25 years, 20 a day so for most of you it will be less difficult - just GO FOR IT!


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  • Registered Users Posts: 62 ✭✭molly77


    Hi all
    After my little relapse. Binned rest of pack and broke them up into pieces good feeling :) Doing well since, Went for a 4 hrs hike yesterday, tough going especially breathing, but it has improved. Cravings not to bad since.

    Dalan, shinshin snoozy, where are ye gone to:confused: hope ye are all going gud.

    Thats it hopefully i will not give into de EVIL ones again:)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 2,779 ✭✭✭Spunge


    Been off them 3 weeks tomorrow, but i bought some snuff a few days ago and i've been taking a lot of that so i don't know if it's really any better than smoking. Also hitting the nicorette inhalers constantly so im still laying into the nicotine even if its not in smoke form.


  • Registered Users Posts: 38 taldar


    Hello everyone

    off them 3 weeks today, feeling good and eating habits getting back to pre-smokless levels.. :). Was smoking 20 a day for 20 years, I am 37.

    Keep going everyone.

    Your Quit Date is:Sunday, January 02, 2011 at 12:00:00 PM
    Time Smoke-Free:21 days, 18 hours, 13 minutes and 34 seconds
    Cigarettes NOT smoked:435
    Lifetime Saved:3 days, 7 hours
    Money Saved:€188.10


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 51,342 ✭✭✭✭That_Guy


    11 weeks off. Yeah baby!!!


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 4,115 ✭✭✭Pal


    Quit today.

    Here we go again:D


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 104 ✭✭NavanEPS


    Keep going Pal you know you can do it :)


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  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,655 ✭✭✭1966


    3 weeks today and am thrilled with myself................positives:-

    * skin getting clearer
    * managing to walk at faster pace in the evenings without getting too breathless - hopefully this will improve
    * my dodgy knee doesn't pain me as much as it used to

    probably grasping at straws there but with the knee but there can only be positives................have piled on a few pounds though but that can be tackled by me getting off my ar#e and not feeling as if I am some kind of martyr for quitting.

    hope everyone else is sticking with it..........................


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 104 ✭✭NavanEPS


    that is a great attitude - keep it going!!!


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 93 ✭✭SnoozyS


    Hi Guys,

    Am still here and smoke free :)
    Was away for the weekend so finally conquered the demon drink. Out with non-smokers so that made it easier. Also faced numerous delays thanks to Aer Lingus and still managed to not smoke so things are still looking good.

    Molly - just a little blip! Dont let 2 smokes ruin everything that you've worked so hard for over the last 20+ days..........you CAN do it! Just think of the holidays ahead of you :p

    S


  • Registered Users Posts: 35 Dalan


    molly77 wrote: »
    Hi all
    After my little relapse. Binned rest of pack and broke them up into pieces good feeling :) Doing well since, Went for a 4 hrs hike yesterday, tough going especially breathing, but it has improved. Cravings not to bad since.

    Dalan, shinshin snoozy, where are ye gone to:confused: hope ye are all going gud.

    Thats it hopefully i will not give into de EVIL ones again:)

    God I was glad to read this from you Molly! I think you did really well to bin the rest of the pack. The easier road would have had you back at square 1, and miserable.

    I'm doing good - thanks for asking. Yesterday was 4 weeks off, 4 7-day nicotine free slots. Wednesday will be my one month milestone. I have become very intent on kicking the addiction for good this time, one day each time. I am ready each day to give a good mental kicking to any junkie thoughts coming my way. Sorry to keep banging on about it, but I have got most of my ability to stop this time from reading on the Freedom From Nicotine message boards, linked to WhyQuit.com Every person on those boards has quit and not relapsed, so everyone's like dolliemix or snoozyS or navan here... I spend nearly an hour a day reading there, and expect to have to keep that up for a good while, but not for as many years as I've been smoking. And reading may make me a bit of a crashing bore but it won't make me smell or give me cancer.

    Reading over what you've posted these last 3 weeks it sounds like it's not the first three days physical withdrawal is the hardest part for you, but the mental fixation that comes later. Same for me (my previous quits failed at 2 weeks, 3 weeks, 8 weeks, 10 days, 5 months, and 8 months). Probably the same for most people - the physical craves in the first week last a few minutes at a time, the mental longings once they kick off can go on for as long as we can concentrate on one thing... Learning how to deal with these thoughts is going to be the main thing. Keep finding out information, keep posting, remember your intention to QUIT EVIL FAGS and all your reasons for that intention... I will be rooting for you!

    Yeah, hope shinshin's doing good... his posts have been one of the strongest anti-smoking stories on the thread.

    Just while writing this I see snoozy is back home and still safe - yayyyy!!


  • Registered Users Posts: 4,048 ✭✭✭dolliemix


    Good for you Dalan. Great advice.

    I too spent hours reading other people's pain and success stories for the first three months or so. My nicotine addiction was replaced with reading about giving up smoking non stop! :D

    I have to say I'm not sure I was able to relate to the people who had given up long term. And I was sick to the teeth of hearing ...'it does get easier'. I often felt I was the only person who was so obsessed with my journey and giving them up meant I thought about them more, probably, than when I was actually smoking. I also wondered would I ever be in a place where I would not think about them.

    Anyway.....it all happened eventually. And I can't tell you when I finally began to stop thinking about cigarettes. It happened gradually. One day I'd think to myself ......'hey I haven't thought about cigarettes at all this week'. Or I'd go through something stressful in work and my first reaction wasn't to go out and have a cigarette.......but I'd only realise that later when I'd see somebody else smoking on the tv or whatever. It sort of reminded me of breaking up with boyfriends. Its all you can think about for a long time after and then suddenly one day you realise that he's slowly not on your mind 24/7 ......and eventually he's just a memory that comes back now and again....but you know you don't want or need him any more!! :)

    You will get there. I do remember how much I didn't believe I could do it myself and it almost made me more determined to prove myself wrong. I needed to do something good for me this time last year and this was the ultimate achievement.

    Replacing smoking with running helped also. I knew if I started smoking again I was going to give up the running as well, I had made plans to run the Womens Mini Marathon in June. I started a running (Couch to 5k) program at the beginning of Feb so the aim of the 10k in June kept me going for those hard first few months.

    Well done guys for getting through the first few difficult weeks. Some people find it easier than others. Personally, I can totally identify with those of you still having bad days and wondering when it gets easier. But stick with it.....its worth it and you will not always feel this way :)


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  • Registered Users Posts: 850 ✭✭✭celticcrash


    Good on you Molly and all. All winners stumble. Dalan is right the first few weeks were not a big problem while I was highly motivated. But the mental side of this is very tricky at the moment it is giving me a bit of a kicking.
    Tomorrow morning I am going for my first run or jog in the local park.
    I dont care if the parkie has to call an ambulance while I throw up and collapse. I am going to burst my lungs with oxygen.
    There is going to be oxygen hitting parts of my lungs that have not
    Experenced O2 IN 22 years.
    Keep up them gloves everybody.
    No surrender to the evil fags.


  • Registered Users Posts: 35 Dalan


    You've been giving a lot of support to the ones of us going through the first stages of this thing - very much appreciated. I love the ex-boyfriend connection - presumably one where you realise eventually what a complete b'stard he was.

    Hope you'll find the time to keep checking in - it's a real help


  • Registered Users Posts: 35 Dalan


    Good on you Molly and all. All winners stumble. Dalan is right the first few weeks were not a big problem while I was highly motivated. But the mental side of this is very tricky at the moment it is giving me a bit of a kicking.
    Tomorrow morning I am going for my first run or jog in the local park.
    I dont care if the parkie has to call an ambulance while I throw up and collapse. I am going to burst my lungs with oxygen.
    There is going to be oxygen hitting parts of my lungs that have not
    Experenced O2 IN 22 years.
    Keep up them gloves everybody.
    No surrender to the evil fags.

    Welcome CC to this thread - have been noticing your postings on other threads. One line of yours in particular stuck in my head: "A friend said to me that if you row in one direction for 24 years dont expect to row back overnight."

    Enjoy that lung-busting tomorrow!:)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 12,408 ✭✭✭✭Sardonicat


    I've made it to two weeks. Can't believe how fast the time has gone by.

    Gotta say, though, that I seem to be hitting a craving "wall" now, but have resisited tempataion so far. The munchies have set in now, too. I'm going around the place like pacman, constantly searching for something to chomp.

    On the plus side; skin begining to improve, no longer wake up with an awful taste in my mouth and coughing less phlegm.


  • Registered Users Posts: 40 Shinshin14


    molly77 wrote: »
    Hi all
    After my little relapse. Binned rest of pack and broke them up into pieces good feeling :) Doing well since, Went for a 4 hrs hike yesterday, tough going especially breathing, but it has improved. Cravings not to bad since.

    Dalan, shinshin snoozy, where are ye gone to:confused: hope ye are all going gud.

    Thats it hopefully i will not give into de EVIL ones again:)

    Sorry Molly and co that I ,have not been posting lately.

    24 days smokefree thank God .
    Apologies for not being there to support you Molly but you have coped very well in getting back on track so soon.

    Have been very busy and under pressure inside and outside work . long hours , getting home late, coming home narky, tired and no time for exercise .
    I know what youve been through and its happened to me many a time under similiar circumstances during previous attemtps. Unlike you I wallowed in self pity and hid away until I could build myself up again . So fair play in getting it back together.

    I have always found the pubscene a negative trigger for me , ( all in the mind I know but for me there is a strong association in my mind between smoking and having a drink alcohol or mineral , even though all of my friends are either smokers / ex smokers . I know its best for me to stay away until my confidence and self belief that I am going to succeed this time becomes stronger.
    ,

    I know the cravings are bad I've had them before but this time on the Champix they only cross my mind a few times during the day but I keep saying to myself - "No not this time and rid my mind of any excuses to smoke, by substituting any stray thoughts or doubts with my reasons for quitting .

    Just think of all you have achieved to date - a forty a day habit and you quit on cold turkey. It takes alot of courage and guts to even try.
    Yes , of course you are suffering they have been part of your life for so long - in my case 35 years so they occupied centestage – your bound to miss them. But Molly you can get there you are stronger than de fags – you have a brain and they don’t - you have a life they die once they are extinguished.

    You are inspiration to us all in setting up a single thread for all addicts , that we can share our feelings, pain , and support each other on our mission. Your postings are honest, humourous and motivating and I can fully indentify with them .


    You've survived over three weeks - don't let one night destroy everything - it was only a moment when your guard dropped ,and that old weed was there to pounce.
    I find light reading good to occupy me. Nothing heavy as my concentration levels are not the best at present but a light story that has me waiting to turn the page. I also find music a great diversion or the live radio - (excluding politics) as it cuts across any negative thoughts or feelings I might be experiencing.

    I love jogging, cycling, and walking but the weather has been dire and I hate going on the thread mill.When I was smoking I lacked confidence in my ability not to run out of steam. and guilty that I was still smoking despite exercising.

    Won't it be great to go to Kenya smokefree and on the money that you would have blown up in smoke. ? I am using my money for a wedding in Canada . I'm no good to save and woud spend it anyway - but why not spend it on something useful than just slowly but surely destroying my health and making me feel so useless at not being in control over the weed.

    So welcome back on board the ship. To hell with the pangs. Look beyond they pangs and look at the end result . A smokefree , confident Molly , proud of what she has achieved and reaping the benefits of being smokefree, living your life to the full and not being controlled by that dreadful filty drug - that has ruined the lives of so many.



    Beauty sleep gone tonight so will be wrecked tomorrow

    Regards



  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,109 ✭✭✭Skrynesaver


    Day 3 - of latest attempt to quit, my wife is also quitting and so home is a bit snappy @ the mo ;) can't concentrate @ work for sustained periods which is a bit awkward, eating like a sumo wrestling walrus in training.

    I know it gets easier but I always hate the 1st week, the upsides don't start to kick in yet, taste hasn't returned, still coughing in the mornings and the cravings are like a wire brush abrading my will.


  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Hey Skrynesaver.....happy days you are off the con sticks! Weldone....allow yourself a week or three of adjustment....your body is kicking up one big wobbler! But it gets easier...I swear I am feeling much better this week.....I can remember things again!!! lol And bonus...........my eye's are sparkling and teeth are a shade of my God.....white!!!! I am still listening to the mc2 easy method to quit smoking on utube to give myself a boost...it really helps with the cravings.....best of luck.............:)


  • Registered Users Posts: 31 sahs1


    Hi all!!! haha had to share this daft one..........when I quit I set the calender on my phone to send me random messages of encouragement!!!!!!!! lol.......forgot all about it and just got one now.......I beamed smiling with pride!!!! :) Its good to be free!


  • Registered Users Posts: 850 ✭✭✭celticcrash


    In the thick of it . All guns blazing. For my first 3 or 4 days the noggin
    Was like a bag of cement. Just did not work. No one home.
    I did not take the negative emotions seriously, if I did than I would have
    Being arrested for kicking the parkie, being arrested for road rage,
    Separated from the wife because she is mad and I am sane.

    Thanks be to god none of these are true.

    Its ok to be insane but dont act on it.

    Suck in that oxygen in to your lungs and know its good to be alive.


  • Registered Users Posts: 62 ✭✭molly77


    Shinshin14 wrote: »
    Sorry Molly and co that I ,have not been posting lately.

    24 days smokefree thank God .
    Apologies for not being there to support you Molly but you have coped very well in getting back on track so soon.

    Have been very busy and under pressure inside and outside work . long hours , getting home late, coming home narky, tired and no time for exercise .
    I know what youve been through and its happened to me many a time under similiar circumstances during previous attemtps. Unlike you I wallowed in self pity and hid away until I could build myself up again . So fair play in getting it back together.

    I have always found the pubscene a negative trigger for me , ( all in the mind I know but for me there is a strong association in my mind between smoking and having a drink alcohol or mineral , even though all of my friends are either smokers / ex smokers . I know its best for me to stay away until my confidence and self belief that I am going to succeed this time becomes stronger.
    ,

    I know the cravings are bad I've had them before but this time on the Champix they only cross my mind a few times during the day but I keep saying to myself - "No not this time and rid my mind of any excuses to smoke, by substituting any stray thoughts or doubts with my reasons for quitting .

    Just think of all you have achieved to date - a forty a day habit and you quit on cold turkey. It takes alot of courage and guts to even try.
    Yes , of course you are suffering they have been part of your life for so long - in my case 35 years so they occupied centestage – your bound to miss them. But Molly you can get there you are stronger than de fags – you have a brain and they don’t - you have a life they die once they are extinguished.

    You are inspiration to us all in setting up a single thread for all addicts , that we can share our feelings, pain , and support each other on our mission. Your postings are honest, humourous and motivating and I can fully indentify with them .


    You've survived over three weeks - don't let one night destroy everything - it was only a moment when your guard dropped ,and that old weed was there to pounce.
    I find light reading good to occupy me. Nothing heavy as my concentration levels are not the best at present but a light story that has me waiting to turn the page. I also find music a great diversion or the live radio - (excluding politics) as it cuts across any negative thoughts or feelings I might be experiencing.

    I love jogging, cycling, and walking but the weather has been dire and I hate going on the thread mill.When I was smoking I lacked confidence in my ability not to run out of steam. and guilty that I was still smoking despite exercising.

    Won't it be great to go to Kenya smokefree and on the money that you would have blown up in smoke. ? I am using my money for a wedding in Canada . I'm no good to save and woud spend it anyway - but why not spend it on something useful than just slowly but surely destroying my health and making me feel so useless at not being in control over the weed.

    So welcome back on board the ship. To hell with the pangs. Look beyond they pangs and look at the end result . A smokefree , confident Molly , proud of what she has achieved and reaping the benefits of being smokefree, living your life to the full and not being controlled by that dreadful filty drug - that has ruined the lives of so many.



    Beauty sleep gone tonight so will be wrecked tomorrow

    Regards
    Hi ya Shinshin thanks for all ur support. Jaysus ur flying it, well done you.
    I know what ur saying but its fecking hard, Shinshin I didnt SMOKE in de pub, It was de next morning Sat worst still. Still hanging in there with de skin of my teeth:)
    Thanks for all ur wise words.


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