US Journalists shot dead live on air [MOD WARNING in opening post]

Am I the only one on here who hasn't seen any of the footage of the shooting yet?

I've followed the story quite a bit now, watching the interviews from the father, the boyfriend etc. I even went onto the wdbj7 website to watch old clips of Alison Parker doing her on air live work just to see what she was like, random rubbish like this - http://www.wdbj7.com/video/wdbj7s-alison-parker-goes-through-a-sleep-study/31522520 - , so so depressing that the two people in that video are gone.

But I've not seen any of the footage of this shooting and I have no absolutely interest. My brother has, telling me about all the screams etc, but then again he's seen ISIS execution videos, beheadings, the Jordanian pilot being burnt alive etc. I must be a bit of a wuss and bit weird like when it comes to stuff like this I don't know, everyone else I know has but I can't bring myself to see these things. The only videos I've seen of her are like the ones I've shown above.