aaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh

Missing you a lot and there's not a whole lot I can do about it.

My laptop is so screwed, it's getting worse by the day. I really need to either get a new one or get it fixed. Problem is I can't afford a new one and I need my laptop to do work so even sending it away to get fixed is loosing time I need. May get something done though cause right now it's barely usable

I hate this Christmas!

My house is so quiet,usually there's everyone here but because people have kids things have changed.
I keep snapping at my brother ,whom I hate,any time he opens his mouth,I know I should hold my tongue but I cant help it.
I hate being alone at Christmas,I haven' t been like this ever.I was with someone for the last few years and in the early teen years id meet up with the girls in the evening.
And selfish and bitchy as this is I haven't gotten any presents and I am incredibly materialistic when it comes to Christmas so I just hate all of it and I don't like Christmas dinner either.
I'm currently sulking in my room doing college work.
I wish I could sleep till January.

Aisling(",) wrote: »

and I've just been told I've ruined Christmas for my family.
I feel so guilty.
FML

That's a horrible thing to say to someone
I hope your Christmas holidays get better, and try not to feel guilty; I think everyone manages to be in a shit mood over Christmas at one point or another. You're only human, it happens and it's just one Christmas day of many.

Ah shíte. I think I'm in love and can't do anything about it.

Reading my bookface and other sites and just seeing the amount of posts where people are saying their Christmas is ruined makes me sick. Fair nough my Christmas was not the best in fact it didn't feel christmassy and I guess it's because I'm growing up and now have to learn the new role where I am no longer the child waiting for Santa. It's hard when u know one thing but have to lie to protect the innocence of the kids.

Its been a **** year from family members getting cancer to dying. Loosing their jobs and just about able to make ends meet at this time of year. It breaks my heart to witness all this. 4even 2 years ago none of this would have been my business but now it is. I'm just about holding out for the next six days to leave this god awful year and start a new fresh 365 day reel.

So yea Christmas has been ruined in many ways but were making the best out of a bad deck if cards put a smile on your face and just pretend. don't go saying it's ruined over the smallest of things or even the turkey getting burnt. Cause many don't even have a Turkey or a Christmas let's just stick out these last few days and we can all forget about it. 12 must really be the unlucky number.

Jesus Juice wrote: »

I'm panned out with the influenza here. Not sure if this is what they call man flu or am really sick...

As my mother use to say: If you can't get out of bed it's flu, if you're perfectly able to go about as normal but with more sniffing and whining it's man flu

Lost like 20 euro last night
SO SAD.

I got out of work by 11 tonight and am off tomorrow so decided for the first time in months to actually go out. 20 minutes after I got there and half way through my first pint and my fúcking jaw decided to lock again. I thought I'd give it a while to go back in before I went home. That didn't happen and I'm not in agony because it's out of place and I can't take my valium to help it back in until tomorrow because I've had alcohol. Fúck this ****.

Roll on the 28th of January to get it fixed.

My aunt lives with us now and she sleeps in my room, so when I'm home I have to sleep on the couch. My parents have been on a weekend away [perverts] so I took over their bed.

I've literally spent that last three days not showering, not changing just lying here watching movies and arsing around on the internet with some food breaks. They'll be home in an hour, I don't want to leave. This is the most comfy I've ever been. This bed is wasted on them.