Not The Annoyingly Trivial Things-Bitches be cray cray week.

Actually (seeing as I was just talking of my financial insecurity!)

I've very little in my life. No home, no job, feck all money, etc. BUT! I did have a car, and a phone.

In the space of a week, I've lost both! Car is temporarily out of action, but I can't afford to get it fixed, phone is gone forever and I don't know when I can replace it.

But it really is only trivially annoying!

I need to make multiple cross-country trips every week, basically each trip involving Sligo-Dublin-Laois-Kildare, often with a toddler in tow, but it's graaand, sure he only loves the train, and I can use the time to catch up on my reading, I've so many books on my list right now. And with no job, well what else would I be doing with my time. Public transport probably works out (marginally) cheaper (maybe) than driving anyways.

And the no phone thing - pfffft! Sure don't I have a laptop, I'm using it right now, it's more cumbersome alright but almost everywhere has wifi these days and I'll manage grand without a phone. Good to return to basics sometimes. (Now it's not going to help with getting a job, if potential employers can't ring me, but that's out of my control right now.)

Even my counsellor told me this morning that my positivity has become absolutely sickening. Trivially annoyed that it even annoys me at this stage, but really what else can you do except smile and accept the situation and do the next right thing! Plenty of good in my life to balance out the other stuff.

I have to be up early 6 days a week and really struggle to get out of the bed.
On the one day I get a sleep in I seem to always wake up with the birds. Very fcking TA.

Dunnes stores staff they have some chip on there shoulders had one start at me because I asked her thr prove of something that had no price tag on the shelf !!!

And then she lost it at me because I didn't won't to buy it !!!

I can't cope with the heat. For me there's literally nothing enjoyable about this weather. Going grocery shopping there's nearly a stampede of people making their way to the meat section and drinks aisles. I don't really eat meat so don't do bbqs because even if I did it's too hot to eat. All this weather does is make me sweaty and make me feel unwell. I'm not going to complain (too much) about it or wish rain (yet) because those who do enjoy this weather never really get it but I just can't stand it


My fav pair of flipflops now has a hole in the sole

On top of feeling **** from hyperthermia I have the worlds worst period pain

I have no Valium

My dog needs a shower because he seems to go out of his way to get dirty after being groomed

Very fed up today I am

Irish Facebook groups with 'illegal' in the title. They're either campaigning against things that are already illegal or calling something illegal when it isn't. There's one group called something like 'ban illegal sulky racing' and there's loads about 'illegal evictions'. The owners of the latter think every single eviction is illegal. It's not illegal to kick a squatter out of a house you idiot.

This weathers leaving me feeling like I'm geed pff my mallet on codine, clammy skin rash spots in my eyes, head feeling fuzzy. I wish I lived near a beach or a lake or somewhere with a breeze.

Too warm to bring dogs for a walk so instead they just want to play ball all day.?this is annoying for several reasons. The puppy is like a rocket, he can outrun the speed of the ball. He bites his brother of his brother chases the ball, therefore the big dog won't chase the ball but is just as eager for me to throw it. If I throw two balls, the puppy has no interest in his ball and will abandon it to take it off the big dog. They bark at me if I don't throw it fast enough. And they NEVER get bored of this game.

All the "men are bastards" brigade out in full force congratulating themselves and wishing themselves a happy Father's Day because they hate their baby daddy, though funny how there's no mention of the thousands of fathers who fight so hard to spend a minuscule amount of time with their kids fighting against a system that does not support fathers rights in the slightest? Happy Father's Day to those dads. The dads who are denied rights to be dads, to the dads who have to fight tooth and nail to put the child first because your ex is bitter. I am TAd for dads who through no choice of their own are apart from their kids today