drunken boyfriend

ankili

hello , i'm ankili. you can call me An,
i'm very new at this , i'm gonna share to all of you , about my situation and i'm could use some help to get out of my problems.
so, it's 11 a.m in the morning , and i haven't reply my boyfriend's text since last night he went out to this small club , and he promise to text me right after he got home . i text him at 1 a.m and asking if he any chances got home yet. but he just read my text and not replying it back . and i wait a bit while. and try to call him at 3.45 a.m and he's not answering my call..
i doubt he's gonna sobber when he got home and text me. and yet i can't close my eyes. i cannot sleep , my head is keep thinkin that he's gonna be drunk , and partying and stuff. for the record his drunk record not so good, he got this anger issues, he breaks stuff , and don't want anyone to drive his car. i'm still upset. and this morning 9.30 he texted me , said that he fell asleep and not be able to go to work.
i think the right word is 'babe i'm so drunk i can't text you and i can't go to work.'
but he always find some excuse that he's fell asleep.
i know him so well ! that he's gonna find some good excuses so i can't get mad at him .
well.. i'm so confused and don't want to make him lie to me next time he go to a club so i won't get mad .
he just called me , and i don't answering it. i don't know what to say .
i'm still mad.
my stars said that this year i don't have to be the dominant in our relationship bcause it's gonna bring some bad luck .
am i have to get over it and let my feelings just like that.??

Hi there,
Welcome to boards. Personal issues is the appropriate forum for your thread and I see you have already posted there so I'll close this one up.
Best of luck