Originally Posted by Gimme A Pound
Porklife, you did something you plainly didn't want to do, and you even said before that that you weren't sure you should in case he (who wanted it) would lose respect for you - wtf?!
And I get enjoying being feminine with your man - it is more attractive - but feeling forced to be "demure" (modest, meek, timid) yet taking it up the ass when not wanting to. That's a little bit disturbing tbh. You appear to feel like you should be kinda subjugated and should put on an act, and "I need approval" all over the place. No partner is worth staying with if they compel the other person to have to put on an act.
Why are you bringing up my other thread.. you seem very caught up with the fact that I had anal sex! I'm not going over this again, I had slight trepidation about it which is natural but I made the decision to do it. You keep saying I din't want to do it but you're wrong, I would never engage in a sexual act I didn't want to do. I also wasn't doing it for his approval, I was doing it for his pleasure and for mine too. I'm not seeking approval from anybody. You really seem to have it in for me and I've no idea why.
I'm also not putting on an act in front of this guy. I'm myself around him just toned down a notch. What's wrong with that?
You find it disturbing that I had anal sex? I find THAT disturbing to be honest. I'm a stranger on an internet forum, my sexual life should not distress you.
You also implied that I act girly and vacuous... you really are way off the grid with that.