Hi everyone, dont really know why im posting I just needed to vent I think. My granny's been in and out of hospital the last few months, doctors didnt know what was wrong but they told her yesterday she's got terminal cancer with 6 months to a year to live. Im completely broken over this news, I dont know how to handle it.
Since moving back home 3 years ago I built a relationship with her that I never had before, it was a very child/grandparent relationship before this but we've built an adult relationship over the past few years were we chat about everything and I grew extremely close to her, visiting her a few times a week, spending time with her and now this happens.. Shes my last grandparent and I suppose this is the beginning of the end of an era, shes been a huge part of my life and like a second mother, she's always been someone I looked up to for her strength and resilience.
My grandad died 4 years ago, his anniversary was the day before we found out about my granny and I dont know how to be there for her or my mother. Nothing will ever be the same again. Ive never had anyone close to me get cancer and I dont know how to deal with it.
Sorry for the rant