aaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh

jorges · 09-02-2012 08:18PM

Slow Show wrote: »

Been quite some time since I've felt this shit. I'm just so sick of feeling like this all the time, and not being able to tell anyone because it sounds so stupid when I say it aloud, but it matters so much to me...I just want to go to sleep for a few weeks so when I wake up things might be a bit different, or to be someone else for a while to see what that's like...

Reading through that makes me sound like a big angsty freak, sure I'll be grand like, but right now I just feel awful and I'm constantly on the verge of tears and usually I get by everything with the knowledge that I'd rather be me than anyone else and I quite like myself and think I'm fairly sound most of the time but now I dunno...I do some shit things sometimes...and do not handle myself well at all in some situations...

There'll be better days...

You probably don't want to hear me say this but.. I feel pretty much exact same as you described a lot of the time. I have times where I just feel so bad about myself and everything but I don't want to tell anyone either because I think it will sound silly and insignificant. And I get the thing about how some days you like yourself and think you're a good enough person but then sometimes I think about things and think I could have been kinder and handled the situation better etc.
But then the feeling goes away for a couple of days and it's like miraculously everything is right with the world again!

Hope you feel better real soon and that things work out

Lawliet · 09-02-2012 11:28PM

Just poured boiling water all over my hand. Ow and fuck.

wnolan1992 · 09-02-2012 11:30PM

Ugh. I hate this lecturer! Just assign groups by ID number at random like every other lecturer!

Namlub · 09-02-2012 11:38PM

Turns out I've had like five event invitations waiting for me for weeks, yet facebook only notified me of one. Which is in Bologna. Why?

PseudoFamous · 10-02-2012 12:10AM

Namlub wrote: »

Turns out I've had like five event invitations waiting for me for weeks, yet facebook only notified me of one. Which is in Bologna. Why?

Because Bologna is where all the cool kids party. Didn't you get the memo?

Namlub · 10-02-2012 12:12AM

If I diid live there I would have a buzzing social life to be fair

Mollikins · 10-02-2012 12:13AM

Slow Show wrote: »

Been quite some time since I've felt this shit. I'm just so sick of feeling like this all the time, and not being able to tell anyone because it sounds so stupid when I say it aloud, but it matters so much to me...I just want to go to sleep for a few weeks so when I wake up things might be a bit different, or to be someone else for a while to see what that's like...

Reading through that makes me sound like a big angsty freak, sure I'll be grand like, but right now I just feel awful and I'm constantly on the verge of tears and usually I get by everything with the knowledge that I'd rather be me than anyone else and I quite like myself and think I'm fairly sound most of the time but now I dunno...I do some shit things sometimes...and do not handle myself well at all in some situations...

There'll be better days...

Awh Slow Show.

*Hugs* Hope you feel better soon. You have mid-term next week right? You'll have time for yourself and you'll be able to do things you like and might feel better then. You're awesome. Don't you forget that!

SarahBeep! · 10-02-2012 02:11AM

Slow Show wrote: »

Been quite some time since I've felt this shit. I'm just so sick of feeling like this all the time, and not being able to tell anyone because it sounds so stupid when I say it aloud, but it matters so much to me...I just want to go to sleep for a few weeks so when I wake up things might be a bit different, or to be someone else for a while to see what that's like...

Reading through that makes me sound like a big angsty freak, sure I'll be grand like, but right now I just feel awful and I'm constantly on the verge of tears and usually I get by everything with the knowledge that I'd rather be me than anyone else and I quite like myself and think I'm fairly sound most of the time but now I dunno...I do some shit things sometimes...and do not handle myself well at all in some situations...

There'll be better days...

Spent an awful long time feeling like that Emma, don't ever feel your feelings aren't valid/justified. You feel how you feel for a reason and please dont ever try ignore it. It's obviously trying to tell you something. PM always open adnI hope you're ok xxx

Insect Overlord · 10-02-2012 02:32AM

Heart = broken.

soccymonster · 10-02-2012 07:28AM

Haaaaaaaaaate waking up early and not being able to go back to sleep.

I will never ever make it to that 9AM lecture on a friday morning. I've just given up hope in ever being able to do it...

And my voice is gone. ****e.

Salty · 10-02-2012 10:31AM

I got a puncture in one of the rear wheels on my car while I was driving, and skidded completely out of control all over the road.

Most terrifying experience of my life. I managed to pull into someone's drive without hitting any walls/ditches/other cars, and just completely broke down in a panic.

That is my third puncture in a fortnight. Something's out to get me.:(

JamJamJamJam · 10-02-2012 03:03PM

So like, I was chillin' at home for ages watching mindless daytime TV. Feeling slightly guilty, I managed to haul myself up from the sofa and walk to the library - in the rain, I might add. And I was pleased with this. I seemed to have curbed my laziness for once, and I was all set for a full on and productive day of stu-
BAM!! I forgot my laptop charger.

And now I am not a happy bunny. Not a happy bunny at all...

Junco Partner · 10-02-2012 03:07PM

why is it so hard to find bob dylan songs in their original version on youtube. all i find is like 7 pages of covers. :mad:

Insect Overlord · 10-02-2012 03:13PM

f0ggy92 wrote: »

why is it so hard to find bob dylan songs in their original version on youtube. all i find is like 7 pages of covers. :mad:

Had the same problem myself yesterday! Try searching on Google instead and checking the results for other video sites. Or, you know, just buy the CDs. :pac:

jefreywithonef · 10-02-2012 03:52PM

Some of his discography is here on Grooveshark. The site is really slow for me for whatever reason (not that it matters since I have most of his albums on iTunes).

PseudoFamous · 10-02-2012 04:10PM

I have two partners for a project I'm doing, due in tomorrow. Neither have done the work they said they'd do. I've done all mine. I'm going to get marked down because these are lazy bastards I have to work with.

suitcasepink · 10-02-2012 05:35PM

A funeral and a wake for two different people in one day can certainly tire you out..
Its so strange, Id never have thought it'd be so draining, like it just sucks the life outta you..
And I never understood before the people who would have millions of fb status, upload all their pictures with the person, recite cheesy poems or talk about them till the cows come home.. But really, that is how you feel.. Its like so built up inside of you and by doing these things youre trying to relieve yourself of it all.. And it does help, if only temporary.
Definitely a lesson learnt in that respect, never going to roll my eyes at something like that ever, ever again.. I understand it now..

wnolan1992 · 10-02-2012 06:04PM

Listening back to some of the radio shows I've done.... IS THAT REALLY WHAT I SOUND LIKE?!?!?!? :eek::eek::eek::eek::eek::eek::eek::o:o:o:o

Pigwidgeon · 10-02-2012 06:45PM

I just got a phone call I've been dreading and hoping wouldn't come for the last 8 years.

One of my oldest friends mum's has been given a few hours, her sister was in Paris for a ty trip and had to rush back home, her youngest brother is only 8. It's so sad, and I honestly don't know what to say to her. Me and another of our friends are staying home this evening just in case something happens and she needs us.

Aoifey! · 10-02-2012 11:31PM

Cold cold cold.

Mollikins · 11-02-2012 01:04AM

Huge *hugs* deise_girl and Pigwidgeon.

Thinking of you both.

It seems silly even saying this now, given what other people are going through but it’s really bugging me. I realised tonight that I’ve been experiencing quite a few of the symptoms of diabetes lately. There’s a strong history of it on both sides of the family. My Dad and his brothers were all diagnosed with Type 1 in their late teens to mid twenties and various family members on my Mams side have it too so I’m definitely predisposed to it. If I just had a couple of the symptoms I would probably not be too worried about it but I think I’ve been experiencing too many for it to be just a coincidence. Hope to God I’m just worrying over nothing. Someone please tell me I’m being stupid about this?

Aoifey! · 11-02-2012 01:10AM

Mollikins wrote: »

Huge *hugs* deise_girl and Pigwidgeon. Thinking of you both.

It seems silly even saying this now, given what other people are going through but it’s really bugging me. I realised tonight that I’ve been experiencing quite a few of the symptoms of diabetes lately. There’s a strong history of it on both sides of the family. My Dad and his brothers were all diagnosed with Type 1 in their late teens to mid twenties and various family members on my Mams side have it too so I’m definitely predisposed to it. If I just had a couple of the symptoms I would probably not be too worried about it but I think I’ve been experiencing too many for it to be just a coincidence. Hope to God I’m just worrying over nothing. Someone please tell me I’m being stupid about this?

It's could be nothing, but better safe than sorry. Go to the doctor and get it checked out as soon as you can. If it's nothing then there's no problem and you don't have to worry. If there's something there then you can start to manage with it straight away. I have a few friends with type 1 diabetes and they live perfectly normal lives, and the earlier you catch it the better.

Best of luck

IHeartChemistry · 11-02-2012 01:15AM

Deise and Pigwidgeon, hope ye're ok

In other news, I just came home from the Woman in Black. Fucking terrifying. I'm actually too scared to sleep incase I get murdered in my sleep or something. Well worth going to see, but dear god, I'm terrified!

Lawliet · 11-02-2012 01:15AM

Mollikins wrote: »

Huge *hugs* deise_girl and Pigwidgeon. Thinking of you both.

It seems silly even saying this now, given what other people are going through but it’s really bugging me. I realised tonight that I’ve been experiencing quite a few of the symptoms of diabetes lately. There’s a strong history of it on both sides of the family. My Dad and his brothers were all diagnosed with Type 1 in their late teens to mid twenties and various family members on my Mams side have it too so I’m definitely predisposed to it. If I just had a couple of the symptoms I would probably not be too worried about it but I think I’ve been experiencing too many for it to be just a coincidence. Hope to God I’m just worrying over nothing. Someone please tell me I’m being stupid about this?

Well obviously I don't know what symptoms you've got or how severe they are, it could be your imagination but if it's it worrying you you should get it check out to be safe

Mollikins · 11-02-2012 01:17AM

Aoifey! wrote: »

It's could be nothing, but better safe than sorry. Go to the doctor and get it checked out as soon as you can. If it's nothing then there's no problem and you don't have to worry. If there's something there then you can start to manage with it straight away. I have a few friends with type 1 diabetes and they live perfectly normal lives, and the earlier you catch it the better.

Best of luck

Thanks Aoifey!

My Dad has it around 35 years now and it never really bothers him. He just gets on with it. It's just because I've seen him suffer some of the complications of it and it's the additional health problems that bother me. Wouldn't care in the slightest about the injections.

It's probably nothing but I think I will get myself checked out, just for peace of mind.

Junco Partner · 11-02-2012 04:16AM

Insect Overlord wrote: »

Had the same problem myself yesterday! Try searching on Google instead and checking the results for other video sites. Or, you know, just buy the CDs. :pac:

I have em but they're back home and my ipod was murdered by my mother so i am without any music in college.:(

Hairycopper · 11-02-2012 12:18PM

I was bringing my dog for a walk(I say walk I mean walk up and down the street once) then bang! I catch my neighbour completely naked through his bay windows... He's a 50ish obese man

Insect Overlord · 11-02-2012 12:43PM

f0ggy92 wrote: »

I have em but they're back home and my ipod was murdered by my mother so i am without any music in college.:(

Ah! In that case you have my sympathy!

soccymonster · 11-02-2012 03:06PM

Bleeeeeeh, noticing how much college has destroyed me health wise. Every weekend I come home I feel like a big bag of ****e, so sick, and I look it too. Need to make a few drastic changes.

Pigwidgeon · 11-02-2012 04:09PM

This waiting is just awful. Every time I get a text or call I jump. I'm constantly on the verge of tears. All I want to do is help and make things better but there's absolutely nothing I can do.

Life can be so cruel.

aaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh

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