Having to Make Life Changing Decisions

Howdee,

I've been mulling over some big decisions lately. In reality, it's been going on for almost a year and it goes something like this:

Stayed in a certain city in Ire, because I was going out with someone. I took a job I was not really into, but it was fine, and a job was a job.

Broke up in the meantime, and there's a small issue of a house. Initially I thought, I'll wait till it's sorted (rented out or whatever..) then move out of this place. I only stayed because I was with her. Now, there's no guarantees I will get a job elsewhere or abroad. I would love to live abroad, and have done before, and have always had it in my mind since I came back to Ireland. Some people say "go for it! Go abroad. you'll get a job in bar to keep you going..". 10 yrs ago, I would have done that, but I'd rather try and get a "real job". I'm 32.

So that's my first one. A mate of mine is on about going to Canada, but last thing I want to do is go there and not have a job and have to come back, and then try for one in Europe somewhere...

Second one is the house. Seems I'm in a place where I either wait for the ex to get her s**t together, or cut my losses and move on... It's a hard one to make...

I'm at a loss. It's like I'm just biding my time the last year or so, and while I'm lucky to have a job and my health, I feel like I'm letting life pass me by, or my quality of life is bad because I know I would be happy not where I am....

I'm so tempted to just get on a plane....