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LegacyUser · 09-05-2009 02:52AM #1

So, i just wanted to see if there is anyone in the same boat as me. well maybe not the same dingy but may be able to understand,

Ok well I was raped 3 years ago. but Ive had a boyfriend for 4 years. And out of all of this I can easily make love with him... wel you know there is times where it freaks me out... but the main scariest thing about it is my boobs, i freak out with him touching them... me touching them.... anything to do with them, i wish they didnt exist, they sicken me.....

I actually wish they werent there. wish they would shrink away. funny thing is mine are biggish. but i despise them wish they would f off. eeeeeeeekkkkkkk.

i am in therapy... and i am working my way through it but god i just want to knoe if there are other people out there who have somrthing similar... maybe not even for the same reasons... but please explain.

star-pants · 09-05-2009 10:57AM

Is this hatred of your breasts just since the incident? Or have you always felt this way?
If it's only since then, perhaps there's something associated with your breasts and the person who did this to you.

You are in therapy which is great, because they're professionals who are trained to help sort out these things and help us figure out why we feel how we do. I've never felt that way so I'm afraid I can't identify, but I can assume you link your breasts to something bad, thus they're a reminder. BUT you will work through this, you have to learn to see them again in a new light, that they're part of you, noone else.

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