Alex

Alex,
now I want to kill
The feelings that wander towards the outside
I don't want to feel this way
Cos Alex it's not fair
The way you force me to feel
Emotions that I don't want
Emotions I can't have

Alex,
I just want to let go.
I just want to fly free
Want to grow my own wings away from you
I can't feel this anymore.

Alex,
I hate to feel this way
those four letters you say make me feel bad
I once did mean them,
But I lost sight of what you were to me
What you meant to me
And four letters have no meaning..

Alex,
I can't go on like this,
I won't go on liek this
Its just not fair to you or me...

Alex....
I'm sorry