Break through - Any feedback appreciated

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Grow your own experience (Break through)

My body broke through again last night
At first the initial reaction was fright
My central nervous system is dull
My respiratory system should be dying
The breaths get heavier and the beat lowers
Most men would be hospitalised if medicine is truth
Am I a prodigy or simply giving medical advice death?
I've always had sallow skin. I cant pale and die.
It would be out of character for me and everyone who knows

Government leaflets have little relevance
Learn what you do on the street
Detest everything outside of the circle
I remember the days you once enjoyed me
Enjoy your youth, Become a strange fruit

This hearts too strong not to go on
The only thing that can kill me is my own soul
I play my own god in this world, call me selfish
Put it all behind, If religion existed I'd be long gone
I've become a tasteless Atheist, the world depresses me
Personal problems are nothing to me. Global issues give me death.
Mislead religious men restricted from natural human behaviour
These figures are looked upon in society as high, high social status
The word's mental illness, obsessive and mis-guided come to my mind.

This infinite galaxy holds more for me
Earth is the crum on your crummy ground
Earth is the crum from the universal point of view
We evolved the wrong way.
Things were never meant to be this way.

The end may be a slip, overdose or dumb driver. We will all find the most probable truth when we've left our mark.

Any feedback appreciated