Agony and Ecstacy - Drugs/Adult-ish

Hedge

As the liquid collation is shaken and mixed with the compound inside me,
A nausea fills up my eyes and I cough and I choke and I smile.
The weekend starts here,
My mind starts to clear.

A monster's creation. Elation that brings out the happiness demon,
Who acts without reason.
With day left behind, a subliminal mind is formed and warmed
to the soul's darker side.

The music's repetitive nature is grabbing me.
Louder and Louder, the tensionless harmony fills up the place,
Then the ground hits my face
And blood starts to pour and seep under the floor.

I scream and I kick and I bite, but I'm losing the fight.
The sound of the night is slowing in motion.
I'm starting to sink into the red ocean.
A terrified feeling. I stare at the ceiling.

The sound of the silent blue sirens approaching me,
Closer and closer then further and further away.
Serenity fills up my eyes.
I cough, I choke, I smile and I die.

Chavster

Is this written from experience? (Obviously not the dying part). Also having trouble with some of it, mainly:

'A nausea fills up my eyes and I cough and I choke and I smile.'

Nauseous eyes? Never experienced that tbh. Also nausea generally makes you throw up not cough and choke? From my own experience I can't relate these words to ecstasy at all.

Maybe i'm missing the point, if so ignore me! Apart from that the rest is ok

Hedge

'Nausea fills up my eyes' is relating to the gouchy feeling you get after you've had a belly full of drink, you take something and your eyes start to water, and you cough and choke and are nearly sick but your not, so you smile. Kind of like something going down the wrong way. It used to happen to me all the time in my disco dave days.

Chavster

Fair enough i get it now, can't say it's ever happened to me though. You must've been eating big biscuits

Le Rack

I really like it, its so vivid and in my limited experience very accurate.