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I have a compulsion to experience transexual gratification

  • 16-06-2016 7:06pm
    #1
    Under_Graduate
    Banned (with Prison Access) Posts: 621 ✭✭✭


    From what I can tell, it's not exactly uncommon, though, the predicament I'm in, may be.

    Basically, there's no element of outright homosexuality going on here.
    I don't ever fantasize about men.
    Not that it disgusts me as such, but, it doesn't do anything for me - I mean, nothing.

    But something about a well presented female, baring a phallus, I find incredibly erotic.
    There's just something unbelievably hot about it.

    Though, I have attempted to live out this fantasy, but always back out at the last minute as, when it arrives at the reality of what I'm doing, it suddenly loses any appeal and I think - "nah - this is a mistake. This is not something I really want - at all!!"...

    And then the next day I'm back fantasizing about it like crazy.

    The next crazy thing is, there's been times, many times, when I'm with girls, and I'm just thinking - dammit - I wish to God you had a penis.
    How much better would that be.
    I can attain gratification with said girls, but it's like, not entirely fulfilled.
    And then there's times when, I can't get gratification with females, and that's the time when the impulse to have a sexual experience with a transexual is at its strongest.

    And then it's back and forth - lusting after it - backing out.

    Again - the presentation must be feminine. There must be long hair, a female presentation, clothing, a feminine voice, a general feminine disposition.


    I wish I could get a female to offer gratification the way I visualize a transexual offering it.

    <SNIP>


Comments

  • #2
    Augme
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 6,611 ✭✭✭Augme


    I'm not 100% sure what you want out of this thread but I'll throw in my 2 cents. There are women who are into pegging(using a strap-on with their male partner) so it's possible to get gratification from purely a female to do it. These women are harder to find but if you do some research you should at least be able to improve your chances on where to find one. Outside of that my advice would be to just not back out of it next time. If it's something you want to do, you should do it and not feel guilty/ashamed about it.


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