my life is cursed

gingermelon22

Hey

Im posting on Here because i really feel like Ive got no One to Talk to and Ive never been as depressed as i am right now.

for the past few years Ive been so unhappy. I was in a long Term relationship for over 4 years and then my ex broke it off because he said he wasnt ready for commitment. After that i went down Hills fast. I cried everyday for 2 years and ended up seeing a counsellor because i was i just couldnt deal With the pain anymore. After that i went to oz to try and Start my Life again and i Fell madly in love With someone Else. I thought Yes finally im Happy again and i was for the 12 months i was there but that was to be shortlived as my Visa expired and i had to come Home.

Since that day i really feel like i must have done something in a previous Life to Piss someone off because nothing has gone right for me since. I moved to bekfast to try and Start again but that didnt work because i couldnt find work so once again i moved Home. I spent 10 months at home staring at the 4 walls trying to Figure out what to Do With my Life and so i did an Online hr course. Things finally seemed to be on the up when i got a hr internship but 2 days ago i got fired because of a personality Flash With the Boss.

So now i just feel Hopeless!!! Im 33, Single With no job. Im usually Not the Type to feel sorry for myself but im so lost right now and have no idea How to pick myself up again. Im just Not Sure i have it in me anymore.

Thx for reading x

ShowMeTheCash

gingermelon22 wrote: »

Hey

Im posting on Here because i really feel like Ive got no One to Talk to and Ive never been as depressed as i am right now.

for the past few years Ive been so unhappy. I was in a long Term relationship for over 4 years and then my ex broke it off because he said he wasnt ready for commitment. After that i went down Hills fast. I cried everyday for 2 years and ended up seeing a counsellor because i was i just couldnt deal With the pain anymore. After that i went to oz to try and Start my Life again and i Fell madly in love With someone Else. I thought Yes finally im Happy again and i was for the 12 months i was there but that was to be shortlived as my Visa expired and i had to come Home.

Since that day i really feel like i must have done something in a previous Life to Piss someone off because nothing has gone right for me since. I moved to bekfast to try and Start again but that didnt work because i couldnt find work so once again i moved Home. I spent 10 months at home staring at the 4 walls trying to Figure out what to Do With my Life and so i did an Online hr course. Things finally seemed to be on the up when i got a hr internship but 2 days ago i got fired because of a personality Flash With the Boss.

So now i just feel Hopeless!!! Im 33, Single With no job. Im usually Not the Type to feel sorry for myself but im so lost right now and have no idea How to pick myself up again. Im just Not Sure i have it in me anymore.

Thx for reading x

Chin up, I would try not focus too much in the negatives...

33 and single is not necessarily a bad thing, hell it can be a good thing!

You could be married with 5 kids in a marriage that is not working, paying a mortgage you cannot afford and stuck doing a job you hate.

OK the job did not work out, look for another... Do another course.. meet up with friends... Plan a trip... Go and snog the face of a random guy at the bar...

Life will be what you make it and good luck!

gingermelon22

Thank you for your reply