Alcohol has ruined my life.

LegacyUser

Im an alcoholic and hate myself for it.It has ruined everything in my life but i can't give it up.I'm in huge debt now because of it and anytime im with a woman they soon leave because of my drinking.I'm depressed and i go drinking which makes me more depressed thinking about the debt i'm in.It been a problem for so long now i just don't know what to do anymore.It has ruined my whole life and my only friends now are just drinking mates.I get so depressed that some days i just wish i don't wake up at all.

Taltos

Hi OP.

if you are feeling suicidal please do seek help immediately.
Seeking help here is a big first step, unfortunately if you are really feeling suicidal we are not qualified to help you as much as we might want to. As a result of this we have no option but to close your thread.
Please have a look at some of the links below and seek help in kicking alcohol, please also contact your GP for immediate help.

Closing this now
Taltos

From our Charter here are some links you may find useful.
Suicide
http://www.nosp.ie/
(national suicide prevention)
1Life Suicide Prevention Helpline - 1800 247 100

Addiction
http://www.alcoholicsanonymous.ie/op...nt/default.asp
http://www.al-anon-ireland.org/
http://www.gamblersanonymous.ie/
http://www.nasouth.ie/
(narcotics anon)

Money issues
http://www.mabs.ie/

Depression / Mental Health
http://www.irish-counselling.ie/
http://www.dublinsamaritans.ie/
http://www.mentalhealthireland.ie/
http://www.grow.ie/
http://www.aware.ie/
http://www.shineonline.ie/
http://www.recover.ie/ (Schizophrenia Ireland)