What do you think will happen to me?

Deus Ex Machina

Hello there. I just today confirmed that I shan't be returning to college this year: I've dropped out. It was a decision which was a long time coming, but it's here now. The following now sums me up:

Age: Early twenties (not going to be specific)

Qualifications: None, and I am not returning to college so that shall remain the case. I also lack any real work experience apart from waitering etc.

Co-curricular: I didn't manage to transition from being a promising sportsman in school to become a genuine performer in college, because I am, or I should say, was, studying abroad and had a hard enough time doing that without other distractions. This may seem a frivolous point but it is a great source of angst to me.

Social/relationships: I basically lost touch with all my friends from Ireland when I left to study abroad, and they were, quite reasonably, aggrieved by this, and have basically cut all ties with me for the most part. I also broke up with my girlfriend when I left, which I regret to an extent, but it was inevitable.

I believed that I was following my dream when I left to study abroad, but it was a nightmare, and it seems to have left me (with a lot of help from me I admit) with a husk of a life. I have gone from a precise plan to a complete emptiness, and I genuinely don't know where I am headed.

So, any ideas?

gargleblaster

My idea is that you should ask in Personal Issues, as in here you'll get jokes and abuse. Jokey abuse.

Like this: You will die alone and penniless.

biko

Sorry OP, def one for PI.
Good luck mate.