being bisexual

limra

i (we) realized the reason we were put in such a wierd position was to come to terms with being bisexual and what that really means, and to help others, and end the bondage and domination we live under as an 'invisible people' though some of us enjoy this for some reasons, we have shy natures, and then others of us have very loud natures, but they don't really say much, communicate much, what is really inside, does that come out? We started to understand maybe it really was a bit of a conspiracy, we had never really had too much bi sex, but we kept meeting people who were bi and I think in a wordless way that communion effected us. Maybe it had to do with the fairies, in the meantime, everyone who I was hanging out with was either very religious or very much into politics, and that seemed to have correlation, no one would let a free spirituality grow, only respecting it on the outside, but on the inside did it reflect that? I was glad to find my real mom, even though it was different, but something about it seemed right, like the joke I always knew life was, we knew that it was more than just bisexuality, it was a spiritual calling, and it was based in love itself, it was the first calling we had, when I just shouted love. I don't care what anyone thinks of me, and yet I love all beings.

We are winkte but there is more to being two spirited than many think, we are also very free thinking, many winktes don't consider themselves as two spirits married, but two spirits in one person, my personal view is what's the difference, it begins to be very chaotic and in a sense thats one of the most cozy things about it, chaotic, identity, we know we are from something different from all of that, Wanti is a different kind of place, but even in it, something good was coming too, like the skirt/kilt, Flo gave me one rainbowy summer day, and like the ancient shroud from a past life, they were like the missing peices of myself, or our coat of arms, but it wasn't physical it meant something deeper, like a name, and they always changed, swooping crane, gently in the east, linole, aisha deersound linole, d, andwele, limra what did they all mean? I seemed to have come from all places to this momeent, we questioned our relationship to societies terms, did we really fit into any of them? No! We were different! very different!

and this was clear, instead of submitting and just acting 'normal' we just chose to be unabashed about how we really were, the parents were livid at this, faery rents thought it was funny, but we were 'crazy' still love though, but they couldn't take us away from the parents, the evil magic was too great, we tried to liberate ourselves in many ways, through magic, meditation, through prayer, the Yomo lifted us from this realm to soar and to heal, we met many friends, it was about more than the conversation it was about the movement, the real healing going on, the silent revolution, we went all over, we often found we knew just the right thing to do, to get energy shifted, without going those traditional patriarchal routes, which seemed to us to be suicide.

The misunderstanding and abuse of queer sexualities by the patriarchy is one of the worst things in this world. Our family represents this patriarchy, people who have totally given up, who have joined this society, have been born and learned the words, and forgotten that primal part of themselves which didn't care, which was free, which had no distinction which was free reeling like the hippies in the sunflower fields, and infinite if not much on history, but on EXPERIENCE!

I knew it from the start, we knew, we cultivated our love in quiet ways, secretly, no one understood, maybe our words didn't match our saying, but our love was wider, it was innocent, it wasn't contained.

it is a love of the universe, it is a love which pushes us out to laugh in the street, to sing in the trees, to plant flowers and herbs, to dance with our fairy friends,

some peices of this, they can't be taken to the status quo world, the world seems to be decided by these old men, and hold much they chose to enter a world which actually has meaning, from a world which is basically defined entirely by reputation, manipulation and psychology, we have to let go of that,
let go of science, which kills all creativity, who wants a creation story like that? that is simply numbers and letters ultra orderly
and when it begins to effect the natural harmony of nature, we have gone to far
where are our scientists of the spirit, where are the stories the folklore, that explains how trees were created, how the sun was created, all of it, where is our trust that if we search around us and within for these stories, they will not lend us a trust just as authentic, and even more meaningful than these dead numbers.
The greatest scientists talk about beauty and wonder, in my science, the scientists who are commonly known wearing the white lab coats, those are actually the least scientific people, they are totally caught up in their logic, they have no heart, and so they cannot percieve the full world.

We are not like them, we are scientists of wonder, we are wizards, witches, magical beings, we come from no tradition but the tradition of existence itself, and we contact the universe to heal, but the logical ones, they have closed their ears to this, even then though, cannabis opens them up again, there are bridges, there are ways, the spirit again and again jumps into the left brain and shows these healing are no joke, that faith is real, that imagination is a real place. And we must not be afraid to make new stories, and to break from the cycle of the past, we have been hurt for sometime, lets bring back the plants.

Lets bring back the old Gods, with the difference that now we know that they are all one, with the difference that now we know that we must not cause harm to any being, because they are ourselves, with the difference that none shall be slaves, and none shall be elevated higher than any other, we all rise as consciousness with each other..

I feel like our love is personified by the Goddess Asherah, mother of the Gods, but there is sexuality to her as well, and she is not just a mother, she is also a hidden story, but an old one, one start returns and returns, just as the medicines and healers return and return to our societies, they cannot be discarded though we have ignored them on the large scale, look how much they still live, the psychedelic scene, the stoner scene, people who believe in peace in love, its all the same, people who know how to live, and how to chill and how to explore life and live how it really is, and not disconnect themselves from nature but know we are an expression of it.

Asherah is the truth.

We exist on our own terms, we refuse to play these foolish materialistic battle games, we see deeper than that, it takes a heart of deep peace to be a Pagan, and humility, we can no longer be misunderstood, we are just open, open to the spirits, open to this part of things which is often wordless, but not forgotten, wordless simply because it cannot be worded, except by grace and that is a sacred occasion but it doesn't need to be worded because its an energy, its a oneness which goes everywhere.

The world of the patriarchy seems to be caught in old games, perpetuating battles which are long over, seemingly for some form of diversion, but what they do is beyond the level of game, they hinder the growth of others, the need to open their eyes, their ways are not our ways, they are not fit to judge us, they are not neutral, they are not within our communities.

Part of the reason we come to this site is to meet some cool guys, who are not squares but actually involved in something real, who know what the real world is, know what nature is, know what it means to do the right thing, even if it goes against the books because so often the books are wrong.

So much of the sacred books we are morally opposed to and would think many would be morally opposed to yet so many will tell you the bible is the greatest book in the world, though it condones slavery. We really don't think that this kind of idea is a game, and if the books were edited so much, why was this not taken out too, as we read the torah we exorcise the book of these things, because we would never believe that or follow that, freedom is so important, God is not that immature.

We must free ourselves, listen to our hearts not some insensitive cult from so long ago, that was really just a cult of repression, the true spirit of what spirituality is about comes from that, the true spirit of God comes after that process, but in the base form it is just like the fire around the sequoya seed, it shows you what injustice is, it shows you, that you must actually look at what the implications are of what you are doing.

We reject it, the spirit is with us, we rock as we always have for the liberation of all beings, and the end of all sufferings.
maybe they don't believe its possible, we don't care, wanti lives, the fairies live, our magic is strong, people are waking up, though the very world shifts, everything around us shifts, we know that they cannot continue this for long, we must really live our lives, forget the commercial world, forget the status quo, these are horrible self harming and selfish fools, its long been known that its wrong, the revolution is in us the people, in the choices we make, we aren't just vessels for their commercial sigils...
we are living spirits, we are what makes those places what they are...
we can change the world, we can change all of it, we just have to take initiative one day, we just have to actually do it, the dream is there, the portals are there, we must just make the jump, consciously...


we must align the world, so that our love can be expressed there, and not overshadowed by this idiocy, our love is healing our love is good for the environment, all of our love, we all need our room to express that nobody should get down on anyone elses love, as long as its consensual or alone and not harming anyone, who cares, love and let love, love begets love, love in an infinite force, the greatest magic, the most sacred form of energy, sulos.

its also more spiritual, our meaning connections to our ancestors are cut off by this insensitiveness and replaced by pointless sadness, the Goddess is not wrong and has to do with all people, if you want to talk about symbols which appear in every culture, the Goddess appears in EVERY culture, no excepts, why try to deny this? its impossible and immature, this is not a secret teaching, its just a fundamental truth. We must respect the Goddess as well as God, because they are the same, we must not feel bad about praising the Goddess.

We all know about the power of the present moment, thats all thats important.

its not about pride for me, thats not what its about its just about expressing yourself and being happy with yourself as you are, however you want to show it, it doesn't exclude anyone, because no one is purely male or female, its a celebration of the utter meaninglessness of that whole paradigm and just existing in a world that could be everything,

legend has it its called raving its call peace love unity respect

apache

what is this all about?

baby and crumble

I have to say, limra, that your posts are really really hard to understand. It seems like it's cut and pasted from some online article, they seem to spring from nowhere and not make a point. Perhaps I'm not 'getting' it...

Not trying to backseat mod here, at all, sorry if it comes across that way...

Annasopra

limra has been banned - have no idea why or by who