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No one has ever stayed......ever

  • 27-05-2011 1:41pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
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    Went ungred for obv reasons!

    Father left, mother left, granparents left, now bf left no one ever stays for good do they.

    Well basically and I know I'm not the only person in Ireland this has happened to but I was raised by my 'parents' till I was 12 when I was informed my oldest sister is my mam and that I would be moving to Dublin to live with her (I'm from the countryside). I hated it I didnt want to go and I asked to move home everyday for 6 months. Finally when I was 16 I just moved home. My 'mam' was awful total alcoholic the things I saw a 12 old shouldnt have seen, her so smashed she passes out on the kitchen floor. So hammered that she didnt even know who I was and screamed right in my face to get out of her house. She has even bullied me into 'lending' her money and has stolen money from me in the past. And the worst part is she doesnt even believe me that any of this happened, when ever I have mentioned it she tells me to stop lying.

    Now that I am older I cant understand why she didnt want me. When I was younger I was told she was too young and with the recession in the 80's couldnt afford me. She was 23, I am 24 now and I dont think that there is anything that could have convinced me to give up a baby if i had, had one last year. She was even married at the time. The only saving thing I have had is my step father, he finally saw her for what she is and got rid of her. He is still in contact with me and is proud of me he even calls me his daughter. I cant call my granparents mam and dad any more, I said mam a few years ago and one of my aunt/sisters said you cant call her that anymore. Dont know if it is out of respect for my biological mother or what.

    The worst thing is that no one even knows what I had to put up with when I was there. I dont know my biological dad at all tried to find him but his name is shockin common so there is not much hope.

    I have now just come out of a 5 year relationship. So I have come to the conclusion that I can rely on no one but myself and I am finding it very hard to trust people. Everyone leaves

    WOW this post is long thanks if you have read it!!!


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