nervous and anxious i feel really sick

LegacyUser

its the last day of college because the exams are over and everyone is going on a huge session tonight on campus

i didnt eat anything yet today except but i feel really nauseous and clammy, stomach is in knots and its with the apprehension of going out tonight

normally i am ok when in this situation but today it just feels different. the sick feeling only really comes on when i meet up with my certain friend who i fancy the arse of all year but i never had a chance with just because we've been best friends for the past few years and she is absolutely not interested in my in a relationship kinda way

but anyway everytime i see her now i feel really sick and anxious at the thought of her getting with some other person tonight thats not me.

for example last night i was on my own in the house for most of the evening and at about 10:00 she came home from studying (were roommates) and it just hit me and i had to rush to the toilet to throw up.

its only half 2 now but i can see my self being very sick when the evening comes and everyone get excited about going out

InReality

Hi OP.

Yeah this really sucks. All I can say is it will get better with time.

If your not going to enjoy going out tonight than my advice would be don't go.