should i forgive and move on?.

LegacyUser

Im a young man had a sad and empty life growing up,i was bullied in school and when i went to secondary school the same thing happened again,because of an disfigurement from childhood,girls used to call me ugly,and i was quiet a loner,when i left school all this changed,i slowly got confidence by using the internet as company,i started to catch up on what i missed out with girls,i craved love and attention,and being the sad case i was i started to have friendship and online sex sessions with girls who where barely legal consent age in irish law.

i had phonesex,webcam sex,anything at all,i loved the love i got that i missed out growing up,at the same time i was out of control by abusing alcohol and on medication for depression whilst battling suicidal thoughts,i was living for now and not giving a care about the future,after a while i got sick of it all and changed my ways,stopped drinking and overcame depression,but looking back now,i felt immoral and sick on what i did in my past life,sometimes i bothered by remembrance of seeing people naked*as i said i missed out all this sexual activity growing up*,i had a feeling i wasn't in the right frame of mind when i did all this,sometimes i cry thinking about it,could i had broke international law through with the difference on age of consent,but i never met these people,i of course lost contact with these people and im on the straight and narrow but sometimes this past bothers me.

Zen65

jonsies wrote: »

.....sometimes i cry thinking about it,could i had broke international law through with the difference on age of consent

I'm fairly sure that the "age of consent" applies to physical sexual activity (of any sort), but not to talking about sex, which is after all what phone sex is.

It's good you have got over that wasteful period of your life. Don't waste more time reprimanding yourself for it though, because you cannot change what has happened. Move on, and be a better person.

Be at peace,

Z

LegacyUser

hi,i agree and looked into what you said and found similar replies elseware,i move on

lock pls