Also fed up

LegacyUser

Wow, I could of written that word for word.

The only difference is that I didnt do a masters and I had been accepted to do two of them but I decided that I wasnt interested in doing them any more and rather find employment. It hasnt worked out. I have gone for 10 interviews (Well 4 of them I am waiting for feedback as I did them in the last two weeks and I got excellent feedback from one but yet they havent made an offer ) and been rejected, its really hard not to take it personally especially in one interview where he question my motives to go into a certain area. In another interview for a job I really wanted, I worked really hard and I didnt even make it to the 2nd round while two of my mates made it to the 3rd round though this was only my 2nd interview. Sure even at the moment I am fed up as I have to these big applications and I just couldnt be arsed filling them out.

I have do a numerical test for one of my applications and I couldnt remember how to the simplest of maths problems which has left me feeling pretty low as its something I would normally pride myself on.

Out of my class mates I am the only one who doesnt have a job (out of the ones who didnt stay in college) so its a bit lonely. I have moved home and out of my mates who I grew up and still live in the estate we have drifted apart and dont share the same views/interests any more but we still do hang out by going to watch/play football and going to the gym/runs. But even still I still dont have the same connection as we did before I left to go to college. Last week I met up with a few of my college mates and it made me miss college even more, as we just had a brilliant time together (sounds very gay I know).

TBH, I feel a bit of failure as both my older siblings both got into graduate schemes in multi-national companies while I have sat on the dole for the last few months.

All this time of being out of practice has left me wondering if I would even be capable of even doing the jobs I am applying for.

Ickle Magoo

I have given you your own thread so the one you posted in is left for advice pertinent to the OP only.

All the best.