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am i losing my mind

LegacyUser · 2010-12-07 22:50:02

ok so i am going unreg for this post. Basically i dont know how to live anymore. I know i know that sounds really dramatic so ill explain. i spend a lot of time thinking of my own funeral as in who would go and who wouldnt. when i see my reflection i think about killing myself. As i go through the day i hope that i dont…

07-12-2010 10:50pm

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ok so i am going unreg for this post. Basically i dont know how to live anymore. I know i know that sounds really dramatic so ill explain. i spend a lot of time thinking of my own funeral as in who would go and who wouldnt. when i see my reflection i think about killing myself. As i go through the day i hope that i dont have to spend another 30 years on this planet. Im 23 by way. I want a bus to hit me, anything i guess.

I dont really understand this, i have a good job, live with friends. Nobody knows i think like this but for me its all pretend. I have battled depression for a number of years and had a number of breakdowns. The latest one was in August. I have been on medication before and had another 6 week stint in August / September.

But i dont feel i want to live anymore. I am starting to struggle just to get through a single day. I feel like my mind is lost and broken. I dont know why i am writing this now so maybe i do care. But for me this life isnt a life im interested in and i dont want it to continue.

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#2 07-12-2010 11:37pm

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Hi there ifeelstrange

I am afraid we are not qualified to offer you appropriate advice; if you are feeling suicidal you must tell a qualified professional.

If you need to talk to someone in the meantime then you may find some useful contacts here.

All the very best
Ickle

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