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  • 18-09-2010 11:26pm
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    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,026 ✭✭✭✭


    I am not sure why I am here I just feel like I need to get this out in the open, This is the first time I have mentioned this anywhere and I hope someone can give me atleast some hope.

    I have been considering suicide for the last year atleast many things have happened in life that really have me down.. The other night I had a pack of pills and the only thing that stopped me from taking them was my mother coming in from work really early.

    Several things have me like this.. I am desperately lonely I have even started to walk the streets during the day hoping to bump into someone who will talk to me.

    I have way to much free time doing absolutely nothing (I have been to fas and obair and cause I aint on social welfare payements they won't give me courses for another 3 months atleast)

    I have been really intrested in this girl but she hardly knows me and she has just started a relationship with a new man (which lead me to my near miss the other night)


    Anything I have done to try and get me out there socially have failed,, I have gone to partys on weekends and even joined a few classes in youth club but I always just end up on my own on a friday night watching telly.. I am seriously desperate for someone to show me any kind of affection. A girl gave me a lil kiss at a party a few weeks ago and I swear I felt so loved it was unbelievable..


    I think I really need some kind of advice I am so desperate right now it's just sad.......


Comments

  • Closed Accounts Posts: 17,485 ✭✭✭✭Ickle Magoo


    Hi Reallyconsideringit

    We are not qualified to offer you appropriate advice, if you are feeling suicidal you must tell a qualified professional.

    If you need to talk to someone in the meantime then you may find some useful contacts here:
    useful links

    All the best
    Ickle


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