Was this sexual abuse?

lonelyguy

Hi! I am a young guy and I am just sick of my life.I have nothing to live for I just hate myself so much. I can never go to sleep and I al over eating.
The main problem in my life is that I think I was abused my older brother when I was young.
Would this be classified as abuse?
He would toch my penis and butt and he would spank me!
He would also put my hand down his pants.
He uset tell me that I uset enjoy it.
He did hit me a few times when I tried to fight him off.
I am just wondering would this be classified as sexual abuse?
He never had sex with me though.
I know this is going to sound stupid but I blame this fpr my over-eating I feel that if I'm fat people won't want to touch me. I get very nervous if anybody touch me. I also get very anxious if I'm every out I feel that people are staring at me.
I am alone in my life I have no froends this is basically my fault I shut them all away. If they ever wanted to go out I would just say I was gone away. I am failing collage. I haven't gone in weeks. I know this might sound stupid to some people but it's how I am! If I'm making any scence at all?
Thanks!

MagicSean

Yes it would be classified as abuse. I think you need to get professional counselling. You're obviously goin through a lot. If you aren't prepared to do that you could contact the Samaritans. They are confidential and always there to listen. You can't change what happened in the past. Until you accept this you are gonna have trouble with controlling your life. I would suggest that you try focus on one thing to change. Maybe focus on finishing college or losing weight. As you gain control of this you will find that things will start to improve bit by bit.

JuliusCaesar

try your student counselling service. usually allied with the student health centre. Free.

Iwasfrozen

lonelyguy wrote: »

Hi! I am a young guy and I am just sick of my life.I have nothing to live for I just hate myself so much. I can never go to sleep and I al over eating.
The main problem in my life is that I think I was abused my older brother when I was young.
Would this be classified as abuse?
He would toch my penis and butt and he would spank me!
He would also put my hand down his pants.
He uset tell me that I uset enjoy it.
He did hit me a few times when I tried to fight him off.
I am just wondering would this be classified as sexual abuse?
He never had sex with me though.
I know this is going to sound stupid but I blame this fpr my over-eating I feel that if I'm fat people won't want to touch me. I get very nervous if anybody touch me. I also get very anxious if I'm every out I feel that people are staring at me.
I am alone in my life I have no froends this is basically my fault I shut them all away. If they ever wanted to go out I would just say I was gone away. I am failing collage. I haven't gone in weeks. I know this might sound stupid to some people but it's how I am! If I'm making any scence at all?
Thanks!

Obvious troll is obvious.

Nevyn

Lonely gy you have posted this before and recieved advice.
http://www.boards.ie/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=2055859488

So I am locking this thread. Go get help, if you insist on posting the same thing time and again you will have your access to this forum removed.

Nevyn

Iwasfrozen wrote: »

Obvious troll is obvious.

That post was off topic an unhelpful, do not comment on posts in such a manner report them.

http://www.boards.ie/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=2055304042

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