Seriously kicking myself !

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THere is a girl who i admired a lot from a distance. Never really knew anyone she knew so there was no way of getting to know her.

Anyway - a giltedged opportunityarose recently where she was definitely there for the taking - and I bottled it.

I just got anxious around her and wasn't comfortable. Presumably because i had her on a pedestal and i guess i panicked and put myself under poressure.
I was even purposelly avoidingher at times in teh evening and just got drunk so as to avoid the anxiety factor.

She's a great girl. Haven't fancied anyone like this in ages and it's wrecking my head that i behaved as i diud and i am feeling down about the whole thing.

The opportunity is now lost.

I'm just seriously p1ssed off with myself for feeling like that though.

It doesn't happen with women if i normally go on a date.I think i had her on a pedestal though and panicked.

Do other people suffer like this in this situation ?

I guess it shyness/lack ofconfidence on some level.

But she definitely displayed subtle signs of interest.
Instead i should have been full of chat to her delighted with the opportunity to get to know her and doing my level best instead of running away.

I have been kicking myself for many many days at this stage.

Can'tgether out of myhead eithersince which is a bit of a p1ss off too.

She hasn't left the country!!! (I'm assuming...)

So go find another opportunity, this time armed with the knowledge that if you do nothing you'll kick yourself. Again.

If you can't find another opportunity, then make one.

Aibreann

We were all more or less in this situation when younger...good times