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Walking, talking Time Bomb

  • 02-12-2009 8:04pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
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    Well, that is me in a nut shell. More or less.

    I should probably do a quick run through why..

    Basically I have allot of important work due soon and am having relationship problems! Not the first person ever, or last, so maybe I am been a whiny git?

    Well the work load, I can and should do. Dead lines and such, fun. The relationship..bit more tricky?

    To have a quick run through, it is on the rocks! We had a period of trouble due to the pill, which led to abuse, incl physical. One or two incidents at that time of the month. A pretty non existent sex life and not much time to see each other at the moment, or should I say she does not have much time...!

    Due to dyslexia it takes her longer to work and so forth, also has a problem with time keeping and memory at times. I found this out pretty recently, so always thought it odd for a year what was up!

    Throw in a bit of lying on her part over a personal issue, some tit for tat on arguing and it all pretty much led to me wanting a break for a week. Heated discussion which she stormed off from ensued and two days later I found a nice dear john Txt..(yeah..a txt...nice.)

    After a few days, we met up and worked it out, well sorta. Some things we have to agree on to disagree, such as the break up method by herself. (My fault.. apparently...)

    Anyways, I do wish to stay together, I should state that clearly. Chemistry is actually very good between us..most of the time.

    For example, today I went out of my way to meet up with her. She knew this, but upon arrival I found out she had some stuff to do and would take a few minutes. Took longer then a few and I ended up standing about for half an hour twiddling my thumbs. Did not have much more time to spare so we did not get to do anything.

    Later on we went to work on some stuff together, she had to go into another room due to battery problems on her laptop. So much for time together, but hey it happens. Just before we were about to leave (I saw her packing away her stuff), two guys went into the room and started to hit on her. I was pretty aware of this, but left it to her to fob off. Well I ended up standing around like an idiot for five minutes waiting on her. Which on top of everything else made me pretty peed off, rightly or wrongly im not sure. People get hit on, fair enough, but with our relationship on the rocks already and me waiting around like a dope watching it, I thought she could have done a bit less smiling and a bit more excusing herself!

    Just was not pretty to watch, I contained what I said after, as I know I am a ticking time bomb due to everything at the moment.

    I dunno, maybe im insecure secretly or something, it just really peed me off more then it would normally today? Am I totally wrong and what can I do..?


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