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I'm an asshole. Anyone else?

  • 08-02-2008 5:49pm
    #1
    LegacyUser
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,026 ✭✭✭✭


    Ok, so I want to get this off my chest. Going unregistered for it.

    I'm an asshole, and I can't stop.

    I'm an asshole to my friends. I bitch about them all behind their backs, I know everyone's dirty little secrets and I think of everyone in terms of their weaknesses in the group. Sure, I'm everyone's buddy but there's a hard edge to my slagging and I can easily manipulate one or two of them into having rows with the others. Sometimes I do it to get what I want, sometimes I do it cause I'm bored.

    I'm an asshole to my parents. I work on the side during college and have a cracking job where I basically earn a fulltime wage while working part-time. I haven't told my parents this, though, and they still support me through college. They pay for my rent, my car, my booze and anything else I want.

    I'm an asshole to my girlfriend. We've been going out about six months, and I don't really like her. I mean sure, we get on, but she's definitely more into me than I am into her, and I'm not sure if she knows it. Sometimes I stand her up just for the sake of it.

    I'm an asshole to myself. In sixth year of school, I discovered this website called Gaydar, a sex-hookup site for men, and I'm hooked. I basically go online about once a week or every ten days and meet men for sex. The sex is ****ing great - hard, horny and very different from the sex with my girlfriend. I have a few regulars, one man in particular who loves it. I'm 23, he's 42 - a lawyer -and we meet up every forthnight or so for a night of drugs and sex. He also is big into me - this isn't an ego thing, he just is. He gives me a little gift every time I go up to his house, usually clothes, a phone last month. I'm hooked on the blowjobs he gives.

    I think I'm bi, and a dickhead, and I can't do anything about it. I definitely can't come out - my career'd be ruined. It's not like I give a **** what anyone thinks, althought it'd ruin my parents, but I don't care what anyone says. In this day and age, even in Modern Ireland, there's still prejudice about coming out.

    Anyway I was wondering if anyone else lives a lifestyle like this? Got any dirty habits or secrets which would change your life if anyone found out? Or am I the only asshole in the room....


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  • #2
    Victor
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 78,580 ✭✭✭✭Victor


    Sorry, you've posted a soap opera, not a PI.

    Feeel free to post a PI.

    Closed.


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