Simon

lilmissprincess

I guess it was Andrew's fault that you found out I loved you. Damn him and his truth and dare.
Spin the bottle. Truth or Dare. Those games were Andrew's favourites. He was my brother's best friend, my first boyfriend, the first guy who I thought I loved. The first guy to break my heart but win it back again into an unbreaking friendship.

So it is him I blame now as I'm crying. You should never have found out.

I wish I'd never loved you. Loving you hurts so much more than it should.
I wish I'd never kissed you back.
I wish you'd look at me, even if only to say hello once in a while.
Why? Why won't you look at me?
Andrew says its going around that you won't, because you think I hate you.
I don't hate you.
You fell in love with her while you were pretending with me.
I can't blame you for what you did.

I just wish you'd be normal.
Please.

Flattery

Simon? Does Alex know about this?

I enjoy the candidness of your posts, so encourage you to keep going!

lilmissprincess

Ha......that got a smile...

Ah this was something that was meant to be part of a film I worte but got cut, therefore edited into prose....

Glad you like it!