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paranoia ruining my life

  • 10-06-2007 10:45am
    #1
    LegacyUser
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,012 ✭✭✭✭


    I dont know if this will make anysense but ill give it ago...

    Im a 19 year old girl and am the most paranoid person and it's got to a point now where its literally ruining my life. Im not a well liked person, Igive off the impression im a snob but really im just extremely self-consious. Because so many people have come to hate me I ve become really paranoid that even my closest friends hate me even though that isn't hte case.

    Ive become wihtdrawn from them, everytime I go out with them I end up feeling ugy and worthless, they're all beautiful girls with magnetic personalities and people just seem to flock around them. I always think im the one people hate to be left with.Again this isn't the case but because so many people already dislike me I question everyone in my mind now.

    I try and be happy but it;s so difficult when your not. I just wish my friends would ask me whats worng instead of just getting on with their lives. They only have ever asked me am I ok one time as if i was annoying them then the next time drunk in the middle of a night club. It makes me wonder do they really care, am i an inconvienience to them..?

    My boyf keeps telling me to cheer up, but is uninterested to whats really worng wiht me, he wants to avoid drama.

    I just hate feeling this awful and the more withdrawn i become the more i resent the people around me, I find myself crying in bed everynight, and I know its all my own fault. Iwish i could get rid of this paranoia but I really cant.

    Sorry for rambling on, but any advice would be appreciated.


Comments

  • #2
    biko
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 81,219 ✭✭✭✭biko


    I think you need a psychologist to turn these dark feelings around.
    Look at it this way - you still have friends, and a bf, but you can't/won't talk to them. You need to open up to someone who will not judge you.


  • #3
    barrett1965
    Closed Accounts Posts: 178 ✭✭barrett1965


    I am sorry to hear abour your current problems. I think you may need to talk to a professional to get proper advice. Also, try not to blame yourself entirely as friendship is a two-way street.

    You sound to me like a nice person.


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