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podge79

just need a bit of advice really -i'll probably start rambling - i just think that i'm goin nowhere - i recently gave up my job to go back to college : which after 3 weeks is tough and wondering can i cope - finding it hard to adjust to the change and make new friends and that at college and at the same time all my friends just seem to have cut me loose and not make contact in the last year or so... i'm always the one who has to contact them and see do they want to meet up for pints and that... more often as not they normally cancel - but only when i contact them an hour or so before we're due to meet : alwasy the excuse that they were out the nite with our other mates and were dyin sick from drink ... i dont have many friends more just people i know through work and wouldnt have too much in common with - find it hard to make friends/ talk to people i dont know in any circumstances and more often then not after a night out i just end up hating myself for been so useless, just fed up of life at the mo - despise the arrogance and happiness of others - maybe because it's something i dont think i can have.. i dont know whats gone wrong or where it is goin wrong

sinjin_smythe

join a club, take up interests that will get you involved with people of simialr interests. Dont just say youll do something soon, do it now