you mean nothing to me

trilo

I wrote the following when i was about 16 and going through a phase of morbidness.

it's about depression.


Here now look, your back again,
To change my world,
To destroy my life
To hurt me in every way that you can.
You haunt me all through my days
You scare me when i'm all alone
But look deep into my eyes, my heart
and you will see you mean nothing to me.

And do you think..
i will let you do this to me...once again?
And so you know that i can learn to live my life
Without you in it? I'm better of without you.
You haunt me all through my days
You scare me when i am on my own
But look into my eyes, my heart
and you will see, you mean nothing to me.

Hey, now look, your gone again
You changed my world
But i didn't let you hurt me the way you used to
You eman nothing to me, You don't scare me now.
I can live my life better witout you.
You haunt me all through my days
You scare me when i'm all alone
But look into my eyes, my heart
and you will see you mean nothing to me.
Nothing.

lilmissprincess

This sounds like some of the stuff I was writing up to a while ago, but I like it. Its kind of like a letter to the person, diary form kind of thing, but maybe thats the effect you wanted.

Muldaine

bit too "emo" for me but i guess its ok

Argie

It's good, but surely you can't just decide not to let depression take over?
I posted a poem about depression a few days ago, you might be interested.

Odaise Gaelach

Not bad, just a little too depressing for me too.

I'd say that you've got some talent though.

trilo

Thanks for your comments.

argie i just read yours. Excellent.

As for this poem/story, i havent written anything else since i was 17. Anything else i have is tucked away nicely in the attic or has been discarded throughout the years.