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Originally Posted by Storminateacup
I feel really horrible. After ranting about my brother both in this thread and in person, I snapped and told him I was pregnant today - and basically told him "I'm done with you".
In bed all evening, and he's just arrived over ... With a massive Chinese, chicken curry, rice and a bag of chips and two chicken balls, all for me.
There's enough here to feed me for the week - my big bro doesn't believe in portion control ha... But I could cry because I know moneys pretty tight for him at the minute 
I feel like the worst sister ever |
you're not worst sister ever, and he obviously knows that or he'd not have brought over all that to u !
ah my brother has subtle ways of showing he cares when he knows i'm upset etc.. like offering me sweets!
I'm having a drink to keep me settled.. i rarely drink but the way i'm feeling i thought hmm i'll have one, i know it'll do no good but feck it, i'm feeling shi*e! my brother sent me msg saying not to post stuff on his fb (i havent since new year!) and he doesnt want his personal stuff up etc.. he wasnt giving out but it put me to tears!
Thats how emotional I am! this is a joke now!
Is it possible its down to the pill? i went back on it at start of year...
if it is, feck im getting off it but at same time this feelings were happening before i on it!
I was absolutely bricking it, because I prefer going over the nice baby jumps, and I was trying to send telepathic messages to my instructor to tell him to put the jump down, but he was ignoring me tonight! Really glad I jumped it, and did it well, even though I was bricking it! Such an adrenaline rush!
