What do you do at Discos?
So at Discos i just prop the bar up, and drink and drink till its over. Its usually my mates draggin me out and im just not bothered as i know how "****" its gonna end. I suffer with Depression and the whole experience makes me feel so ****e. On the rare occassions that i do feel "good" things never seem to work out.
I cant dance, well i havnt since a brother of a friend laughed at my crazy moves. Kinda ****ed up my confidence in the whole being drunk and dancing thing. which is ****ed up i know as the whole point of getting drunk and dancing is to let go.
Im **** at talking to girls, and being jobless and living at home is like having a huge weight round your neck all the time.
So its Go to bar->drink->go to bar->drink->repeat
My so called mates just **** off and do there own thing i cant blame them relaly **** if i knew me id ignore me...