mathproblems wrote: » I have become quite good at hiding my inability from other staff through 'keeping busy' helping the much weaker students but this week I have been left alone to take a Maths class with no SNA.
Ursus Horribilis wrote: » If someone has a genuine problem with maths and possibly has dyscalculia, upskilling is easier said than done.
Ursus Horribilis wrote: » The question is, should somebody not trained to be a maths teacher be teaching them? I wouldn't have thought so, especially as our OP did foundation level maths for leaving cert.
mathproblems wrote: » Please help, im feeling very stupid. Im a teacher, im trained to teach second level in English and History but after months of applying to teaching jobs in my subjects, the rare time one was advertised, I either didnt get the job or only got a few hours here and there covering sick leaves and training days but nothing substantial. A maternity position came up in a special needs school teaching teenagers, I got an interview and was delighted to be awarded the position. My understanding of the role was that I would be taking on subjects in low level English and History and would be required to teach other subjects too like Computers, Communications, Cookery skills etc which I was more than happy to take on. Since ive started the job I have been repeatedly required to teach maths classes covering for teachers who usually teach the subject. The maths levels are low but so are my own maths abilities. I hated this subject in school, so much infact that I did foundation level maths at leaving cert and chose a university course partly on the basis that it contained no maths, ive always been terrible at it, I would not be surprised if I have mild dyscalculia and I have always had maths anxiety. I have been required to teach fractions and junior cert algebra but often spend class time helping the lowest level students who are learning simple addition while the sna takes over the rest of the group. It's embarrassing and I look and feel incredibly incompetent. I have spent my entire adult life avoiding maths and here I am having to teach this subject. I have become quite good at hiding my inability from other staff through 'keeping busy' helping the much weaker students but this week I have been left alone to take a Maths class with no SNA. I am not planning these classes myself, I am often handed a lesson plan before class that has been made out by management or the teacher im covering for so I have no time to prepare. Next week I am scheduled to take an entire Monday and Tuesday of Junior cert level Maths, the SNA will be in the class with me but has filing and reports to do so has her day scheduled around that. My incompetence will be glaringly obvious. I have asked to be given any lesson plans/worksheets and assessments that are required to be completed but was told theyre not currently available. What can I do?