Retired after 20 miles of the DCM. There was pain in my knee from mile 3, it spread to my hip, then the other leg as well. The pain became severe, severe from about mile 14. Such a shame as I had reached half-way in 1'47 relatively 'at my ease'. The last 5 or 6 miles were horrible as the pacers first at 3'40 then 3'50 and finally ( I think ) 4 hour pacers passed me. I'm not sure about 4'10 but my time slipped to between 10'30 and 12 minutes per mile.
I think the problem was ultimately my 'I.T. Band'. I had problems with this before. Limping across the Finish-Line in the 'Galway Bay' a few years ago. But it had never 'flared' up to this extent. I didn't really get any 'hip-flexors' in beforehand. Could they have saved me ?. The queues for the 'Loos' were massive,consumed a half an hour of 'potential warm-up' and then with about 10 minutes to go , there was very little space and I was 'boxed' in at the start. I would have gotten away with this in the half, in anything but 'the full'. I do a better warm-up for 'small events' but sometimes it's the 'small things' that catch you out.
Unfortunately in any other event, there would be a chance to 'put it right' in a few weeks time. But not with a marathon. I spent 2 hours at the side of the road being cared for by a steward, cold and waiting for attention. I was unable to walk. It was a bad spot to 'stop at' apparently. 'Ambulances' were 'distant' unable to drive to me when the race was still going on. Presumably had I collapsed or gotten a heart-attack etc they would have but I was not an emergency. I was otherwise quite fresh.
So where to from here ? I always found the long training runs mentally incredibly hard, almost mentally 'destroying'. So why did I enter the DCM ? A sibling had entered as well as several club colleagues. I wanted to be part of the occassion. But I just didn't enjoy the training .
I performed well, very well in XC and shorter Road-Races in the 'lead-up'. I was never really willing to 'sacrifice' them for the marathon. Although I did run 18, 20 and 21 miles on a Sunday. I hated them. It's been suggested that I needed company, company at a similar 'pace' to myself. Maybe.
But do I want to do another marathon or attempt to do another ?. Could I do another in a few months to 'put it right'? To prove to myself that I can ? Maybe but probably not. It just wasn't something I enjoyed .
10 day's on and I'm starting to feel close to 'normal' or as normal as 'it get's. Starting to stretch. I might run or jog in a day or two. There's even a 5K tomorrow night and that does excite me. Much more exciting than the DCM ever was for me. But is it too soon ? and I'm a usual 'specs' wearer, it will be dark and I've fallen in the dark before .
There a few runs around Christmas ? shorter runs that will not require 'extra' preparation and are a lot more social. Where to from here ? Watch this space