Thanks I genuinely appreciate people taking the time to post. My doctors have just been throwing pills down my throat that make me panic or vomit or perspire I stay on them for months and feel less normal everyday so i need to go a different route. I'm actually working if you can believe that and for all appearance purposes I am perfectly normal so would I be allowed a medical card with a job. I spoke to my boss (the only one who knows the score) about taking time off but it's distraction that keeps me going. I reckon day time television would eat whats left of my rational brain
So far in the last 3 years I have been on Valium, effexor,zispin,xanax (still occassionally xanax) lustral and lexapro.
Lexapro put me in hospital the first time I took it and they told me that was my body getting used to it and I would just have to brave the palpitations racing heart and shooting chest pains for about 6 weeks to get used to the drugs. Needless to say my faith in medical science dwindled somewhat. I reckon medical professionals can only deal with the medical side of things. I told a woman I was feeling suicidal when I went to the psyche ward in my local hospital she put me on 4 xanax a day instead of 2 and sent me home without looking up from her chart.
Sorry I turned this into a big moan I just wanted originall to know if I can stay in the psyche ward on insurance if I can get myself into it.