I posted a thread here a couple of months ago called 'Seeing colours following sleep or meditation', and I just wanted to do a sort of update. (It may be a bit long, but it does have some interesting bits (I hope?!) so I really hope someone out there takes the time to read it! Just bear with me until I explain the background!) Many questions that I posed in it still remain unanswered, but many of the things I reported seeing then have changed and evolved, so I thought it would be better to start a new thread altogether!
Basically, at the time I posted that thread, I was going through a bit of emotional upheaval which brought about odd physical symptoms as well as unexplained visuals. Now that that has passed, the events that happened are much easier to take in and understand when looking back on it, without being overshadowed by the confusion and difficulty of having to cope with depression, etc.
So quick summary to bring us up to the parts I really want to discuss! I began meditating and going to Reiki sessions to help with the sadness, which, it took a while, but definitely helped!
In these few months I would have bouts where I would start crying for no particular reason, or would have a panic attack-seemingly coming from no-where. Obviously, it was healing taking place and working out blockages etc.
During this time I slept very poorly, waking up with a jolt almost every night up to four and five times during the night. Upon waking I would have an extraordinary tingling/vibrating/shaking sensation in a particular part in my body. More often in my head/hands/feet/chest and legs. Along with this, I would see very vibrant colours in front of my eyes. Vibrating very quickly, and on a backdrop of calm cloudy colours.
Let me just explain that I was not seeing them around my room but in front of my eyes, as in when you close your eyes I would see colours floating in and out of that visual area. (I have been able to see my aura like that for years, but never these vibrant neon colours, I know that's not uncommon.)
Okay. So, this lasted for a good few months, but gradually (and this is where I left off on my other post), these squiggles of brightly coloured lights vibrating fast have evolved ever more in to complicated intricate shapes. Over time they started changing into geometrically perfect triangles, rectangles, geometric landscapes stretching off into the distance. All of these things looking like a blueprint. For example this kind of a shape: http://www.aecmag.com/images/stories...smart11lrg.jpg
And since then, the geometric shapes have disappeared altogether! Instead, when I would wake up-and still be in a relaxed state, I would see certain images. Perfectly shaped, perfectly toned and shaded, perfectly 3D. However, not in ordinary eyesight-the only way I can describe it is...as if I was looking at the image through an electromagnetic view. (Yes, it makes no sense to me either, but that's the best way I can describe it. )
Anyway, so things that I have seen since then have been, a clock with perfect Roman numerals that changed into an open book, with letters vibrating so quickly that it was impossible to make out individual ones. I have seen what look like strange mathematical symbols, seen what looks like a magnified view of bacteria, have seen a massive pyramid that changed into steps, with at the top of it was a head of a Buddha type face (or some sort of Asian-style sculpted head), and once, one morning I saw up to thirty faces and bodies float in and out of my vision, many of them seemingly coming from a distance past my eyes and away. Which was quite terrifying but it hasn't happened since. In that particular time, when I got very frightened, the faces would disappear, and a beautiful electric blue would come into my vision instead, then it would fade between that and the faces.
Now most of these things I have seen straight after waking up from sleep. I was, however, wide awake for these things. Could get up, get a drink of water, go back into bed, close my eyes and still see them.
So...anyone any ideas?! I've gotten used to it at this stage, and these days, when I wake up, I have to physically focus my eyes to see these things, where as before I could see them plain as day.
Any responses, similar experiences, explanations (in particular the meaning of the electric blue colour mentioned) would be fantastic!! Although any ones suggesting I should be sectioned...not as much so .
Thanks for reading!!