I think I may be suffering with mild depression, I hate going out, I don't feel as smart/funny/clever/beautiful/thin/clean/popular/interesting as people around me, I've started crying myself to sleep and waking up in tears, I don't want to go to work, go meet friends even get out of bed. I haven't let this effect my life yet and am still doing everything as I always did, but it's getting harder. My new fav saying seems to be "I'm so sick of....." or "I just can't put up with this anymore" about very very simple everyday issues. Everything is getting in on top of me and it's ridiculous. I know I have a good life and am lucky. I feel guilty for feeling like this. There is no reason for it.
I am considering going to my doctor, but for the past year, at my GPs office there has been stand in after stand in, I have not seen the same doc twice. I don't know how to bring it up and am worried he or she will think I'm just an attention seeker or drama queen. Any suggestions on how to broach the subject with a doctor? When I don't know the doctor at all.