War Of The Mind

ven0m

Constantly feelin I should multiply,
In days where I just can't get by,
Why should I attempt or try,
When I'm livin my life just to die,
My story of my glory,
Livin in my own mental territory,
Brain don't fail me now,
Take me out of my own comedown,
Shoot through to feel real about it,
Play the game like I can't live without it,
I'm gettin lax as I relax & take five,
Tell me how am I supposed to feel alive,
In a world of trouble & breaking laws,
How can I remember when I forgot it all,
Goin out of my mind livin too hard,
Too much to take in as I fold my cards,
Where's the harm make me replicate,
My own mistakes I want to eliminate,
And devestate a realisation I thought,
My own struggle that I had fought,
A struggle within & my own war inside,
Never give up even faced with suicide,
Go against it like the steepest incline,
Using my own heart to combat my mind,
Working overtime try to stave the changes,
In a life made up of my many stages,
It's outrageous opposites attract,
As thoughts pervade in these attacks,
Personality waging war on my heart,
Tryin to break be down & tear me apart,
How can I go & preach what I practice,
When two sides of me are going at it,
Combat it with D-N-A, Drugs & Alcohol,
Juggle all the balls & drop them all,
What would happen if I just quit for now,
Where would they be when I'm lyin down,
Defense the best offense to my mind,
Try to retaliate & take back what's mine,
As I turn up the heat watch the peace decrease,
Mind trying to make my heart deceased,
Am I a fanatic trying to keep up a habit,
Try to deny myself so that I can't have it,
Is this a story, the beginning, has it begun?
How you gonna tell me that this war's won?


::: ven0mous :::

BEAT

excellent as usual, I always read your work but dont always post...you have such a way with words.
I love your ability to express yourself in rhyme.

keep up the good work