Embers Of A Soul

ven0m

As I hurt from what I do,
this pain seems all the more real,
lets me see if I can still feel,
as I focus on the blade I drag,
watch the blood fall,
feel myself pass & my body sag,
this pain my sweetest friend,
always there forever more,
never lets me go to the end,
even as I fall to the floor,
smash the mirror I hate what I see,
a broken shell of what used to be,
unknown why I'm what I've become,
what have I done?
A stupid f**k dying every day,
So lost I can't find my way,
as I kill it all away,
in a way to make it numb,
a life I forsee as troublesome,
unable to stand by myself,
too proud to ask for help,
so sad I have to end it this way,
when there's so much left to say,
as I burn my candle at both ends,
too many demons driving me to depend,
No one else but me is to blame,
Know I died as I lived, in flames,
A spark that became a flame,
the flame that became a fire,
the fire that raged as an inferno,
slowly extinguishing into bitter embers.


::: ven0mous :::

parker larkin

Try Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails fame for size:



I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of s**t
On my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

ven0m

parker larkin wrote:

Try Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails fame for size:

**** - was wondering where some of the lyrics I'd written were from, was wrecking my ****ing head wondering why some of them were ****ing familiar!!!!!!!! ****** ***** **** **** :mad: now I'm annoyed!!!! cheers Parker!!!!


::: ven0mous :::

parker larkin

I used to be mad about NIN, must dig them out again

ven0m

parker larkin wrote:

I used to be mad about NIN, must dig them out again

Must dig them out again myself..... I am ****ing kicking myself over that one..... I had an inkling but couldn't ****ing figure where I'd heard/seen some of the lyrics before.... GGAAAHHHH!!!!! :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:


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parker larkin

don't worry about it, when I was a kid I thought I'd come up with the concept of parallel universes, cameras that are timed so you can take pictures of yourself and disposible knickers

not one was an original thought!