Meh

01-08-2021 8:45am #1

Pffft....just feel so meh by everything at the moment and that's as someone who always searches for the fun side of everything....not joking I can see the amazing, cute, funny side of a slug sliming up a wall but lately just meh...

So last night I got talking to a transexual guy in the smoking area.. female to male.. originally I thought two young lads...babyfaced little UNs out having a drink...which is exactly what they were but they were like 20 if even so automatic I feel protective . !!!! Won't say the demo they told me they were into...now that was a bit not meh and shocking but didn't move me too much...anyhow friend of a friend I was out with, smoking area!, with was like ....out of nowhere....'would ya not be into her? Look at her!!! She's a little doll! Isn't she a doll! Look at her tits!' and trans guy said 'ye ye she is'... uncomfortably...which to be fair I've been showing my cleavage a lot lately because I use to be quite conservative..clotheswise...but going through a phase ..that's another thread but just in case anyone gets the wrong idea ..I'd a little flowery top on nothing mental. anyhow...

Of course this is slightly disrespectful but also bestest and genuine compliment I've had for a while..and I was feeling rather **** last night so im ...can't remember what I was going to say but...

I'm still feeling meh....

01-08-2021 8:56am

Oh yeah I remember now...so I'm feeling **** lately so everything and everyone making me feel meh...like even people on Facebook trying despairingly to show their opinion like it even means something is making gag ..I just don't care if you swam the ocean or gave tumpense to whatever charity or bla bla..anyway ..to be clear...demo trans guy was into was total shock but i just saw them as little uns, no interest...just chat and laugh which is the bestest chat when there's no attractions involved...will be worried about them...don't even know them lol!! Lockdown has turned me into an aul wan...an aul wan with great jugs apparently...