Angry and Bitter Person I am

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i'm going to have a rant here to clear my head

my wife and i separated and got back together and we were separated for a year and during that year i did not keep in contact with my family, i buried my head in the sand and have not spoken to them in 3 years, its just the shame and enbarracement over us splitting us.

during the year we were apart i was seeing someone else, my wife made all sorts of allegations about me, claiming all sorts that were not true, when we got back, I wish i never saw anyone so i made a false complaint about the person i was seeing even though they were very kind to me and did not know why i went back to my wife and that their confidence was hit as they feel that they were just not good enough.

when we were separated my wife's doctor wrote a letter about me with the statements my wife made, so i got revenge and brought a false complaint about him that he was sexually coming onto my wife, he told my wife to leave the practise and go elsewhere.

i wife had a minor accident and i also made complaints about the doctors that treated her as she did not ask me for advise, in the end they wanted nothing to do with her, i also complained about the barrister on the case and he returned his brief and the solicitor came off record due to the amount of nasty complaints i made.

i feel so angry and i have no feelings for hurting anyone or do i care who is affected.

sometimes i just cry, i wish i had done things different 3 years ago.

i dont go out to attack people for no reason only those who have wronged me and my family

am i a sociopath or psychopath or bipolar or depressed

thanks for reading and allowing me to have a rant, please dont give the usual go to your gp, i can function normally, hold down a job meet people, etc no problem and still deal with all the mess

Taltos

Mod Note
I'm sorry OP but due to the issues you describe here we're making a call that PI is not the right place to help you with your issues.
Instead all we can do is strongly recommend you seek professional help asap - both medical and legal.

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